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About tingly fingers -

Something having to do with the ulnar nerve is what the doctor told me (that small portion of my hand on that side tingles as well). I was told nothing that can be done except for protect my elbow, don't lean on it, etc etc, and see if it fixes itself; apparently that's possible since I'm young.

We'll see.

The last 2 fingers on my left hand have been tingling (like when your foot falls asleep) for 3 or 4 days straight now. That's probably not a good thing, huh?

I don't know why, but I'm very into the Black Eyed Peas lately. Don't Lie is really catchy.

That's about it, unless you want to hear about work over the last few days, and...
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Something stupid and fun!

It might take a few minutes to load - click on the pipes and if it has loaded, you'll see....

P.S. It's hot and therefore I'm not wearings pants. Or much of anything, really.

Here's to hoping the next 5 months go quickly, since I know I can't have my way and see him again for my birthday.

We will do this again, whether he comes up here or I go back down there as plan B. But it's the waiting that stinks.

The rest of this is crossposted from my LJ, because I seriously want advice.

I seriously...
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I'll catch up on everything tomorrow or something.

I spent the last week feeling so loved and wanted, being told I am loved and wanted. Being alone tonight is going to be so hard.

Three days! *jumps on the bed* Three days! *runs around giggling* Three days!!!!!


I'm just a tad anxious.

I look at my little bottle of Levoxyl and think "wow, I have a silly little disease, I have to take this every day for the rest of my life."

I don't think I'll ever fully come to terms with it.

My chest pains and irregular heartbeats have died down quite a bit now that I've been on it for awhile, though. It's a good...
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Ten days. That's all. Ten days from now I will be getting a hug before bed.

Nobody gives me hugs. Is it bad that actually saying that makes me cry?



And no, I don't even get them from my family.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19721734/

I took a metric buttload of photos of the first lilies today. One had bloomed yesterday, 3 were open today. There's a whole bunch (like, 4 plants) on the other side of my house that will be blooming within a few days, and I'm hoping the weather forecast is wrong about the thunderstorms so that I can take a few more buttloads.

Wait, that...
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Here's to hoping I don't get flamed for this.

I thought one of today's sets was sub-par. I think it's the fault of the photographer more than anything though (the image quality itself is fairly poor, among other things). No offense to the SG, seriously.

Maybe I'm not impressed because I've never heard of the photographer and their website makes me think of pervie old...
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Wow...I kinda disappeared for a week. Enjoy the buffet of pretty useless info.

I got my wallet back Friday, because the bus company sent me a card saying they found it. It still had EVERYTHING in it, too. Me = very happy girl.

After getting my wallet back I hit Target. Got some new headphones for my iPod (earbuds refuse to stay in place, and...
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Scheduled 1-9:15ish, lasted until 4 and went home. Felt supercrappy and stuff.


me: I have cold feet!
Ed: i knew i shouldnt have asked you to marry me ;p <3
me:
me: silly
Ed: i so hope i marry someone as odd as you <3