Wednesday Nov 24, 2004

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new puppy assignment:

teach jaime to get pretend shot and fall down.

i want to be kissed so bad by someone i'm attracted to. or even hugged would be nice.
yebutz:
i prefer being held to any other form of human contact. the feeling of lying, no molding, myself to the contours of someone else or having them mold themselves to mine is nothing less than divine.
phaedrus can pretend sneeze on command.
i hated mulhulland dr. hated it.
oh, and you're fired as my hair advisor.
gobble, gobble.
-me

Monday Nov 22, 2004

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i got my tattoos fixed up finally by cello from sacred skin. he did a great job and i am definitely going back to him for when i go to get more.

my ex's brother i found out today is now engaged to his lovely lady friend. i'm very happy for them. they're nice people.


*to reply to zombie's message...
i miss her. i've loved...
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heatherann007:
Well, I'm glad you got them fixed.... no sense walking around with something permanent on your body that you're less than thrilled with.
need2xcap2:
im going to get my tattoos done at Sacred Skin as soon as i can get a little money saved up....good to know it turned out well..

kiss

Sunday Nov 21, 2004

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i never really fantasized about anyone particular person before. i usually would just get flashes of images or if i were in the shower, i would just focus on the feeling... but, lately i have found myself quite a few times this week fatasizing and dreaming things. i guess the loneliness is getting to me. that or my over filled tank has some spillage in...
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yebutz:
yeah, well i'm fantasizing about what my hair's gonna look like tomorrow at 7PM EST...
zombievengence:
what if one of the feelings for that woman is hate? I've met too many who've now earned it.

Saturday Nov 20, 2004

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went out with a guy tonight, and didn't slut-out as i had been contemplating. not exactly sure why... oh well, maybe next time he'll get lucky.

Friday Nov 19, 2004

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i was invited to a party tonight that's starting after 8.

to go, or not to go....

i don't know...

i bet all of you who actually read this journal of mine are waiting for me to actually open up... well...not tonight. sorry.

add in: i hate sex. i also hate myself. that's all.
sjpunk:
i think you should go and have fun...if i could go to a party i would..well if i werent sick...

as far as opening up...patiently waiting... smile smile
kiss kiss kiss

Wednesday Nov 17, 2004

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i got a vertical nipple piercing tonight. i like it.

the weather here is effecting me in strange ways.

i feel funny.
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yebutz:
i've considered taking my horizontals out and doing veticals, but i dunno...
i do know that i'm getting my hair cut next week. i need something fresh, so...in your professional opinion. can my face handle short hair? any style suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
-me
sharp_cutter:
i only got one pierced cuz the other one is already pierced horizontally.

i'll email you yebutz

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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i did 1Aura1's hair tonight. i gave her red highlights and a hot chick's faux hawk. it was fun. stayed a little extra late, but that didnt matter.

jaime is doing much better today. when i got home tonight she was running around and jumping and biting like the regular ol' lil' monster she is. smile

i lost my work schedule, i really need to find...
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manko:
thanks for the comment on my set sugar, it must be lurrve between me and Atomic, it's real sex on both sides of the camera - that's why the angles work wink
need2xcap2:
i wish i could do something different w/ my hair....if you can come up w/ something for me to do w/ it, that would be cool....it just has to be easy and not too short....wink

im thinkin of dying it black and streaking it w/ red and some of my pink of course...what do you think?.....

kiss

Monday Nov 15, 2004

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jaime is okay. i feel bad for her. frown she's on pain meds now.

as for the earlier reply to my journal entry about having millions of girls throwing themselves at me...um...no. that isn't how it is... at all.

i've been having lots of headaches lately. i dont know why.
well...i know why i get some of them, its because i have started wearing my glasses...
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sydni:
glasses are hot. wear the glasses. biggrin
myra:
Yea, you better wear glasses. lol

Sunday Nov 14, 2004

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i think there's something in the water...

jaime has to get spade tomorrow morning. frown

i'm confused and my mouth hurts.

i have to get up to get jaime to the vet's by 800am...lame.


faye:
You left me a little comment so I thought I'd check you out....you're super hot too honey!!! love kiss
littlepinkstar:
You know why I read your journal? Cuz you never really talk to me in real life. I dont get you, I really don't. There are probably a million chicks throwing themselves at you and here you are, all sad and ho-hum. Youre the coolest straight guy I know! Im around though, if you need company or anything. Just let me know. Hope Jaime is doin ok.

~ A "lady friend"

Saturday Nov 13, 2004

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i got my barbell with the blue snake eyes. its kinda a little lame. i don't know yet if i'm going to keep it.

just got done with having dinner with 3 of my lady friends.

it was ok.

i have to work my first sunday tomorrow 10-4. frown that sahks

i really dont like this whole being lonely business, it confuses me and my relationships...
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prettydeadgirl:
loneliness does suck frown
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