sharp_cutter

i never really fantasized about anyone particular person before. i usually would just get flashes of images or if i were in the shower, i would just focus on the feeling... but, lately i have found myself quite a few times this week fatasizing and dreaming things. i guess the loneliness is getting to me. that or my over filled tank has some spillage in my bloodstream thats effecting my mind. that, or its just some subconscious coping mechanism. seeing as how i appreciate any affection shown towards me. (*since i had a very very lonesome childhood)

gravel pits aren't much for lovers. they look pretty and all, and its nice to be in them, but i've found that its so much nicer being in bed with a woman you have many feelings for.