well, got ditched tonight. just ended up watching my recently purchased van hellsing. a pretty decent movie. i'm so tired though. ...but, im horny too. dammit......WHY THE FUCK DO I GET HORNY IF I KNOW I'M GONNA FEEL LIKE SHIT AFTER I DO ANYTHING SEXUAL?????!!! fuckin pisses me off! i hate myself sometimes. i should just keep fuckin piercing my penis so i just hurt and dont feel horny. it worked for a while with the ampallang. bjhalhkdsikjgfalsk;fjasdlkjfgggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
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