sharp_cutter

i sometimes feel like a single father with jaime. i got her at a humane society with the latest ex (samantha). i dont know. i wish it could have worked. but, she didnt want me i guess. i sometimes wonder if i hate her for hurting me.

and then theres keri who acts like shes addicted to me. but, i dont want her. she hurt me with sex and i just didnt feel a spark with her, but i hurt her too by leavin her for samantha. (i started with samantha for a year and a half, then broke up for 6 months - in that time i met and got together with keri - then one night went out with samantha and ended up spending the night.)

eh................sigh. need something/someone new.