tonight i went out with an ex. like usual she tried gettin with me again. i gave in to her last time and, if you've been reading my posting in dirty talk, i felt really bad afterward. i warned her she wasnt gettin me back before hand. she was fine with it. happy actually. but, tonight i felt the ol' hormones rush into the blood stream and the whole night i only returned 2 kisses. i did give her a kiss goodbye though. (*no tongue- she doenst like it so we never do/did) with the problem i have i feel like i should just be a whore, because i honestly dont think that could be much worse than how i feel now from trying with people i actually get to know. and if i have a heart condition, who's gonna care if i have an std or 3. fucking upsetting.
brite_red_scream:
yeah....that's exactly why i don't hang out with the ex anymore...i kept putting myself in those same situations....just gotta say no.
paige:
ex's are called that for a reason , dont lose grasp of why it didnt work out in the first place trust me
