work christmas party was tonight. the ex was supposed to just help frost the cookies for the party, but we ended up just hanging out. then, i thought i could just drop off the cookies and cheesecake, but no, my coworkers are too nice and had to have me bring her in. short story shorter, that ruined our night. i'm home at 11 now. oh,...
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i go to dream now of the cranberries, the lagers, the sticks, the beast, and the child that never was and never should have been. 
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kinkerbelle:
I go to dream of endless pleasure, touching, licking, kissing, and more to come. 
zombievengence:
I had a dreamed that I desired a relationship and it scared the shit out of me hehe
this journal thing is getting tired.
'i love you, but i'm not in love with you.'
*i chose this as my favorite quote because of the sheer power that is projected with just those few words. the person on the receiving end becomes, whether they show it or not, ensnared within this inescapable emotional hurricane. the words will be burned into their very soul, and for years will echo in their...
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*i chose this as my favorite quote because of the sheer power that is projected with just those few words. the person on the receiving end becomes, whether they show it or not, ensnared within this inescapable emotional hurricane. the words will be burned into their very soul, and for years will echo in their...
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1aura1:
"A new hair cut can make a woman feel like she's on top of the world" Thanks by the way 
Also I forgot to make an appointment for next time so if you could e-mail me the phone number and cost info I'd be grateful
Also I forgot to make an appointment for next time so if you could e-mail me the phone number and cost info I'd be grateful
littlepinkstar:
You know what? Fuck it. I've given up. After a year or so of trying to "get it"... I'll never know because you'll never tell me. I realized that I will never be good enough for you. So "bye bye bye baby bye bye" ~Janis Joplin
new puppy assignment:
teach jaime to get pretend shot and fall down.
i want to be kissed so bad by someone i'm attracted to. or even hugged would be nice.
teach jaime to get pretend shot and fall down.
i want to be kissed so bad by someone i'm attracted to. or even hugged would be nice.
yebutz:
i prefer being held to any other form of human contact. the feeling of lying, no molding, myself to the contours of someone else or having them mold themselves to mine is nothing less than divine.
phaedrus can pretend sneeze on command.
i hated mulhulland dr. hated it.
oh, and you're fired as my hair advisor.
gobble, gobble.
-me
phaedrus can pretend sneeze on command.
i hated mulhulland dr. hated it.
oh, and you're fired as my hair advisor.
gobble, gobble.
-me
i got my tattoos fixed up finally by cello from sacred skin. he did a great job and i am definitely going back to him for when i go to get more.
my ex's brother i found out today is now engaged to his lovely lady friend. i'm very happy for them. they're nice people.
*to reply to zombie's message...
i miss her. i've loved...
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my ex's brother i found out today is now engaged to his lovely lady friend. i'm very happy for them. they're nice people.
*to reply to zombie's message...
i miss her. i've loved...
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heatherann007:
Well, I'm glad you got them fixed.... no sense walking around with something permanent on your body that you're less than thrilled with.
need2xcap2:
im going to get my tattoos done at Sacred Skin as soon as i can get a little money saved up....good to know it turned out well..
i never really fantasized about anyone particular person before. i usually would just get flashes of images or if i were in the shower, i would just focus on the feeling... but, lately i have found myself quite a few times this week fatasizing and dreaming things. i guess the loneliness is getting to me. that or my over filled tank has some spillage in...
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yebutz:
yeah, well i'm fantasizing about what my hair's gonna look like tomorrow at 7PM EST...
zombievengence:
what if one of the feelings for that woman is hate? I've met too many who've now earned it.
went out with a guy tonight, and didn't slut-out as i had been contemplating. not exactly sure why... oh well, maybe next time he'll get lucky.
i was invited to a party tonight that's starting after 8.
to go, or not to go....
i don't know...
i bet all of you who actually read this journal of mine are waiting for me to actually open up... well...not tonight. sorry.
add in: i hate sex. i also hate myself. that's all.
to go, or not to go....
i don't know...
i bet all of you who actually read this journal of mine are waiting for me to actually open up... well...not tonight. sorry.
add in: i hate sex. i also hate myself. that's all.
sjpunk:
i think you should go and have fun...if i could go to a party i would..well if i werent sick...
as far as opening up...patiently waiting...
as far as opening up...patiently waiting...
i got a vertical nipple piercing tonight. i like it.
the weather here is effecting me in strange ways.
i feel funny.
the weather here is effecting me in strange ways.
i feel funny.
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yebutz:
i've considered taking my horizontals out and doing veticals, but i dunno...
i do know that i'm getting my hair cut next week. i need something fresh, so...in your professional opinion. can my face handle short hair? any style suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
-me
i do know that i'm getting my hair cut next week. i need something fresh, so...in your professional opinion. can my face handle short hair? any style suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
-me
sharp_cutter:
i only got one pierced cuz the other one is already pierced horizontally.
i'll email you yebutz
i'll email you yebutz
i did 1Aura1's hair tonight. i gave her red highlights and a hot chick's faux hawk. it was fun. stayed a little extra late, but that didnt matter.
jaime is doing much better today. when i got home tonight she was running around and jumping and biting like the regular ol' lil' monster she is.
i lost my work schedule, i really need to find...
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jaime is doing much better today. when i got home tonight she was running around and jumping and biting like the regular ol' lil' monster she is.
i lost my work schedule, i really need to find...
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manko:
thanks for the comment on my set sugar, it must be lurrve between me and Atomic, it's real sex on both sides of the camera - that's why the angles work
need2xcap2:
i wish i could do something different w/ my hair....if you can come up w/ something for me to do w/ it, that would be cool....it just has to be easy and not too short....
im thinkin of dying it black and streaking it w/ red and some of my pink of course...what do you think?.....
im thinkin of dying it black and streaking it w/ red and some of my pink of course...what do you think?.....
jaime is okay. i feel bad for her. she's on pain meds now.
as for the earlier reply to my journal entry about having millions of girls throwing themselves at me...um...no. that isn't how it is... at all.
i've been having lots of headaches lately. i dont know why.
well...i know why i get some of them, its because i have started wearing my glasses...
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she's on pain meds now.
as for the earlier reply to my journal entry about having millions of girls throwing themselves at me...um...no. that isn't how it is... at all.
i've been having lots of headaches lately. i dont know why.
well...i know why i get some of them, its because i have started wearing my glasses...
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sydni:
glasses are hot. wear the glasses.
myra:
Yea, you better wear glasses. lol
BAHUMBUG FOR CHRISTMAS