To the few who are missed:
I'm sorry I can't get it straight. I'm sorry for not being there.
What I want is sometimes not what I do.
The laziness has overtaken me and I have no excuses as to why I cut out and remain a blur to you all.
I hope to change that, but I think I won't because I suck lately.
Juggernaut, Angelface this is to you.
In other news: this goes out to people I hate. Which are NOT the people listed above.
I want to lick the blood from the walls. I want to dance in the rain of "your" gushing brain.
I'd like to peel your skin back, away from the bone to expose the tender squishy substance of your viens.
Your fingernails would make some nice sunglasses. I hate the way your nose bends and I hate your bird chest with no wings.
I hate everything that you take away from me, and I want to destroy you for the damage done. Will the suffering of you rectify all that has soured?
Only time and the flowing of violence will tell.
I'm sorry I can't get it straight. I'm sorry for not being there.
What I want is sometimes not what I do.
The laziness has overtaken me and I have no excuses as to why I cut out and remain a blur to you all.
I hope to change that, but I think I won't because I suck lately.
Juggernaut, Angelface this is to you.
In other news: this goes out to people I hate. Which are NOT the people listed above.
I want to lick the blood from the walls. I want to dance in the rain of "your" gushing brain.
I'd like to peel your skin back, away from the bone to expose the tender squishy substance of your viens.
Your fingernails would make some nice sunglasses. I hate the way your nose bends and I hate your bird chest with no wings.
I hate everything that you take away from me, and I want to destroy you for the damage done. Will the suffering of you rectify all that has soured?
Only time and the flowing of violence will tell.
on a very superficial note, I would be devestated if we did NOT go see VNV on Friday. I have been looking forward to it for so long and so many reasons. I think it would do me much good to go on a Sharonlove/music adventure!
I was hoping we could leave when you get of work cause its like a 4 hour drive and show starts at 7pm
CALL ME AFTER 6PM ON THURSDAY!!!!
loves ya and miss you bunches!
the Bat
Later..........