Today was pretty uneventful. The collection calls don't seem to bother me so much anymore. I was going to go to the gym, but my friend called me up and wants to pay me to encode some tapes in my spare time. I can use the cash since I'm saving up for a new van.
My doc's supposed to call me with more details about my knee surgery next month. I'm probably going to be spending a lot of time on SG then. I hope another human communicates with me before I'm homebound. I'm probably being impatient, but there's been no up in the hookups.
Goddammit, somebody write me! Mofos!
My doc's supposed to call me with more details about my knee surgery next month. I'm probably going to be spending a lot of time on SG then. I hope another human communicates with me before I'm homebound. I'm probably being impatient, but there's been no up in the hookups.
Goddammit, somebody write me! Mofos!
My quitting smoking and narcotics has been part of an attempt to turn my life onto "the right path". It might sound funny, but I've always hated people who were overly health conscious, refused to do drugs, drink or smoke. So I've got a strange aversion to healthy lifestyles. On the other hand, I also acknowledge the important role that my physical health plays in my mental health. I've been neglecting both in a huge way for the last seven years while I was getting my degree. Hell, I even made a seriously active effort to destroy myself phsyically and psychologically.
I've always said I may be crazy, but I'm not stupid. I knew where that lifestyle was leading and I made a choice: I decided to pull my life out of this deadly tailspin. The catch is that I really loathe the idea of becoming one of those damn "health nuts". So I'm trying to figure out where the middle ground is. I've been trying to get back into exercise (squash and inline skating are my favourites), but have been having a hard time at it. I also managed to alienate most of my (psychologically and physically) healthy friends when I went into self-destruct mode, so it's hard to find people with the sort of lifestyle I'm trying to get into.
Anyway, I'm sure you weren't looking for my life story. From the little bit you wrote, your situation sounds awfully similar to mine, so my brain went into "share mode".
Oh, by the way, great choice of movies!