shanti

i have had very crazy lucid dreams the past two weeks, a lot of jumping up high into the air and just floating, almost suspended effortlessly in air and looking down on earth or doing a birds eye view on whats going in that scene of my dream, flying to where i wanna and whenever i wanted someone in my dream they just show up. the other night i had a dream i wasnt able to change my activity or who i was with but when we started walking i was like aw man screw this lets fly which was the only thing i could control in this dream and we flew where i was house hunting, more so looking at plots of land with my partner but their physical shell was jimmy mcnulty from the wire... i have been going balls deep into the wire (again) thanks to zathril lending his special edition 5 season box set so im guessing thats where it came from but i knew it who it was supposed to be and i kept trying to make him turn into who it actually is but i couldnt change it at all, at the end of my dream i start looking around this yard saying i like the landscaping but want more room for a garden and to increase some of the hills in it then i look at him and poof mcnulty is gone and then its my partner and says nothing about the transformation, then i look down and the ground is still fresh green grass divided up in all these pretty sections with polished stones but there is about a foot of crystal clear water, then i look up and im like woah water? but just get dismissed on me saying that and explains that we can totally fix the yard to meet our garden needs and how we should just put an offer this plot of land and then at the end of our conversation we're calmly doggy paddling in crystal clear water thats thats taken over the whole yard but it wasnt weird to anyone that we were swimming in a yard of the cleanest water ever... i wanted to make the water go away or fly but i lost all control of the dream by the end of it right when it hits me that i cant change anything at all anymore but am just watching the dream unfurl instead of calling the shots or making any form of decisions, i wake up. this dream is sticking with me and i cant shake it off, i dont know what it means but find it very interesting.