shanti

im laying in bed sandwiched between two of my most favorite creatures.

life is funny. life is amazing. life is wonderful.

it always finds a way to work out, may it be slow and steady or quick and chaotic.
either way it pans out, not at the rate or speed i may want it to be but it does and i appreciate that.
it also has taught me the importance of being patient.

went to see ratatat last night.
i caught the typical mid season cold somehow, probably due to excessive amounts of stress & hanging out with someone with a cold alot

yet i powered up on over the counter meds and made myself presentable enough to leave the house and go to the show, i have been waiting, yearning, craving, dying to see them live since 2004/2005 after being introduced to them at that time my university's student run radio station whilst running a show.

it was everything i anticipated and more.

i crowd surfed during wildcat and shrempi ( i think ) but i might be wrong on the second song.
either way, i layed out in a cross shape and turned into a star shape just smiling ear to ear like the biggest goof in the world questioning to myself, is this really happening? to quickly look all over and around, stare to the two members on stage, with a bigger smile and go holy good god fuck yes it actually is and kept floating thru the crowd to only gracefully come down and dance the rest of the night away.

i snagged two videos, the bass is so loud that in the first video it sounds pretty wonky and in the second somehow its mute, talk about an iphone fail, either way i am long over due on updating photos and vids also the round two update on that wedding... ive gotta get on all of that.

bumped into S_Eldorado on our way there, he had a guest from new york that he had originally met in australia, theres something about travelling and reconnecting with people from your travels that carries some mystical allure and excitement. i cant put my finger on it, im pretty sure there is no word to perfectly describe it either but i hope somebody reading this knows what i mean... or have felt that feeling.

Malloreigh finished her 365 picture project, so many people have taken on that project but so little have been seen it through the whole way, i commend her and feel inspired to try it out myself...

other then that, im excited to see Cruella cause she's finally back from her amazing adventures and im ready to put some money down on saying, she must have some out of the world stories to share...

anyways. its a touch past midnight and its time to catch some shut eye.
my lucid dreaming has been improving this week, i lost complete control a few nights in the past two weeks.

the sweetest dreams to all of you.