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rics34:
diaper change too? skull
genevieve:
i'm a bit more anxious than excited at this point....
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What the Fuck?

OK things are alway going from in control to out of control. I think that some of it is my own doing. I'm waffling from wanting a career and begging to settle down. I can have both but which comes sooner? I talked to the "financial aid" officer at my school and he told me it was a bit too soon to...
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filmguy79:
I agree...gas is WAY too expensive.
genevieve:
BAHHH!!! did not like the clown porn...

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...It's kind of like our running joke, but it's really not funny


So at work Michael emailed me. To tell me that his wife wanted to talk after, well it was more like. I have to go do this thing with you know who kind of stuff. I got a little tense because the last time he had to talk to her, he conveniently forgot...
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genevieve:
Sound like things might be moving at light sped for you. You just broke up with someone else, and you and Mike are already living together? maybe , honestly, you should get your OWN spot. let him come to you. Seeing that he is not completely done with his ex, and he can't tell her about you, which makes me wonder why? I mean, are they trying to work it out? If not, he should have nothing to hide. Your love for him is an asset not a hinderance.

i like that...expecially the part about getting your OWN place, let the thing between him and his wife be completely over...i know its rough to just let it go...especially with strong feeling involved...but well, i sure wouldnt want to feel like i had to be sneaking around and feeling wrong about my life...feeling like i have to hide anything...

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rics34:
sorry to hear the shit is hittin the fan for ya take a step back and see the big picture again that might help. you dont work at T A G do you by chance ?
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su:
i don't know honey. kiss

actually you know what, sometimes I don't feel like I'm doing enough. I think that's just the self-torturing side of me talking...

i'd like to think that I'll me better after the invitations go out, i've set the deadline in my head for the end of the month, but I still haven't gotten the addresses from the boy--and as much as I keep asking and asking, he just asn't given them to me. so i'm tired of nagging him. so i don't know what's going to happen with that...

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lylonijade:
that sucks.... eeek
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So I chose the second one for the wedding of my friend. Moonlight. It is a bit less fru fru.. And though you would think it would be too small, I think the cake itself should be the show stopper not the topper!

So I've been finding all of these little ways to drive Michael insane. Not that I want to, just because I'm insane....
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genevieve:
thank god! is this like when you guess the number of jelly beans in a jar? do get a prize?! hey, what days are you going to be down for misty's wedding, and what day is the actual wedding or rather, when will you have free time from the wedding and/or wedding festivities? i want to work out my schedule so i can have a day off or something to spend time with you. kiss
gabse_sagua:
that is why i like you, because you are insane, keep pushing him.
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hellosushi:
second one...
first one is too busy...
but what do i know...i eloped to vegas to avoid all this kinda stuff!
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lylonijade:
I like the bottom it is simple and nice. Good luck on picking.
I stood at a wedding once it was nice....I don't want to do it again though... i was stressed out and tired... but you will have fun !
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So the last couple of times out with Michael's parents have been good. I think that his mother just is very open with her thoughts and I have to realize that they didn't know much of my existance until the Saturday before they were to come, so give 4 days maybe and I'm sure they were thinking I was just a ship in the night....
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su:
smile kiss
su:
I remember what I wanted to tell you. I met my fiance's parents again recently. they liked me this time smile smile this maakes me so happy, i really didn't want to have them not like me.

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So I was able to meet my boyfriend's parents on yesterday evening. Let me tell you, it was the most uncomfortable feeling I've ever had. First of all parents usually hate me. Secondly, Michael told them about me on Saturday, they arrived yesterday and we've been dating for the 6 months, living together for 3. So I don't know what possed him not to tell...
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genevieve:
yes i know...saturday we went to my mom's house to pick up lyric...i was still angry with justin...at one point i was on the front porch with my mom on one side of me and justin on the other and no one was saying anything. They were both just looking at me. At that point i wanted to just jump in my car a squeal tires out of there....
genevieve:
dig the tatts too...i think i dig her breast in general tho!
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Just so you guys know. I am happier today.

I was reflecting on the past few days in an email to COUSINKEVIN regarding my day at work a bit ago. One of the girls in my office noticed my silly girlie tattoo on my ankle and said, "oh my god shameka you have a tattoo!" I said "yes i have a bit of artwork" So...
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saya:
haha- I read about that finget thing, tooo...... ugh.

What do you mean where would I get it? Where on my body? I don't know,,,, haven't planned everything out yet. biggrin
amillahhighlife:
beautiful! I never show my tats less I'm swimming. Or fucking, or unless it's 80 degrees.
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So I did it totally. I told Wensly that we couldn't date any longer. I told him that I need to focus on my adjusting here and to school. I didn't tell him about Michael because that would be just wrong. Not to mention I already was listening to him cry. I cried a lot last night too. Not to devalue my relationship with Michael...
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tarnish:
you're gorgeous. are you on whistlebait??

Thank you for voting for me! kiss kiss
bleustarr:
Like your new pic!! And the 5 year cap on relationships...honey I've been with my boyfriend for nearly 7 years...that's just an excuse sounds like to me... So when are you free? Like sushi, I know a great all you an eat place with really fresh fish!! I'm free from finals so let's hang out sometime!! Maybe we can meet up at Borders or somethin... biggrin