My brother is a prick. I just thought that I would let everyone know, he is a prick.... Hum. How do I describe as to why he is this way.. Oh I know. I will go into my handy dandy message archive on Yahoo! and paste it here... for all of the world to read,
pandafly_99 (5:13:32 PM): hey robert
robeara10 (5:13:48 PM): hey how...
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pandafly_99 (5:13:32 PM): hey robert
robeara10 (5:13:48 PM): hey how...
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Just to let you in on a little update...
We are trying to get into this SWANK ass apartment nearer to the beach. It's a one bedroom/one bath. The living area which includes dining, living, office, etc. is bigger than the two bedroom I am living in the now. The bedroom has yellow cabinets and the bathroom is yellow and wood as well. It's about...
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We are trying to get into this SWANK ass apartment nearer to the beach. It's a one bedroom/one bath. The living area which includes dining, living, office, etc. is bigger than the two bedroom I am living in the now. The bedroom has yellow cabinets and the bathroom is yellow and wood as well. It's about...
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genevieve:
Thank you thank you...
yes, i know...i just need to be more positive and thankful that i have Lyric, Justin, You, Mom, Ma, and Darrah, in my life to keep me sane.
yes, i know...i just need to be more positive and thankful that i have Lyric, Justin, You, Mom, Ma, and Darrah, in my life to keep me sane.
lylonijade:
wtf. Thanks...Now I really don't want to go to sleep 
lylonijade:
yea bear hugging heart makes it okay. except if I scroll up a wee bit. there that freaky shit is again.
I keep breaking down every couple of days. I know what it is, it's depression. I just don't know how to rid myself of it.
I have this big green eyed monster riding my back right now. I'm jealous and envious of others because my life isn't what I wanted it to be and moreover I'm confused as to what I need it to be....
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I have this big green eyed monster riding my back right now. I'm jealous and envious of others because my life isn't what I wanted it to be and moreover I'm confused as to what I need it to be....
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filmguy79:
Being a filmmaker...I didn't learn all I needed to know in school by a long shot, but I met some cool folks who I happen to still work with. As for equipment...GO TO EBAY!!!! Save yourself some $$ and buy 16mm cameras and shoot film. Much better. Shoot shorts and edit them. Learn about rhythm, pacing, shot selection, cinematography, and acting. Read books from Faber and Faber press about filmmakers and learn their methods. Develop your own. Keep a journal. Think hard, devote your life to it, FILM is now your religion.
Because otherwise...you're just wasting your time.
Because otherwise...you're just wasting your time.
genevieve:
just so you know i took off the wednesday and the friday the week your coming...
So I made the decision not to go to school. It was pushed by one of the heads of admission at Miami International University of Art and Design. Long story short they suck. I may post the email/fax at a later date. I feel a bit relieved and nervous. Now I don't know what to do with myself except to work. I would love to...
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apadravya:
that's very sweet of you! but i'm slightly confused. i'm not wearing a corset or fishnets in my new set. i just put up a new one today! have you seen it yet?
[Edited on Jun 19, 2005 5:17PM]
[Edited on Jun 19, 2005 5:17PM]
apadravya:
no apologies necessary, i just wanted to make sure you got to see my new nudity!
I hope that cousinkevin doesn't get too upset. I have a lot going on right now in my head and I need to get it out. But I already emailed him and don't feel like typing it all over again. So I rather just copy and paste. Don't be made Kevin:
irst things first, my roommate and his fucking
surround sound. Every fucking night I...
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irst things first, my roommate and his fucking
surround sound. Every fucking night I...
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genevieve:
I dont know anyone who could possibly pass judgement and take resposibility by making a decision on that one...either way you are taking a pretty serious leap of faith into a situation that could potentially not work.
Which would be worse to you? Taking on a HUGE loan, working where you work now, going to school, signing up for another few years of hard work, graduate, and try to find work and make money. ( because, lets face it, we both chose fields that are not at all guaranteed, your direction being way more difficult). Or post-pone school, with the risk of never going back for whatever reason, trying to slam down credit cards and work where you work now, take out a less substantial, but equally as terrifying, loan, and try to do some work to either go back to school or hopefully get steady jobs and make a living?
as for whatever was in the past, it really doesnt make a difference now. you really dont know if you missed you chance then at a good oppurtunity or just a bunch of bullshit. no use allowing the unknown affect your decision.
i'm off work right now. think i'll go have a piece of bread.
Which would be worse to you? Taking on a HUGE loan, working where you work now, going to school, signing up for another few years of hard work, graduate, and try to find work and make money. ( because, lets face it, we both chose fields that are not at all guaranteed, your direction being way more difficult). Or post-pone school, with the risk of never going back for whatever reason, trying to slam down credit cards and work where you work now, take out a less substantial, but equally as terrifying, loan, and try to do some work to either go back to school or hopefully get steady jobs and make a living?
as for whatever was in the past, it really doesnt make a difference now. you really dont know if you missed you chance then at a good oppurtunity or just a bunch of bullshit. no use allowing the unknown affect your decision.
i'm off work right now. think i'll go have a piece of bread.
jimmypheenom:
I'm keeping my account open for another few weeks...i have unfinished babbling...
Thanks for your concern over my legal fiasco...if only i had MJ's lawyers.
Thanks for your concern over my legal fiasco...if only i had MJ's lawyers.
Things have just been going. I wanted to update briefly for a bit of change and to let you know that I am not dead.
On Sunday I went to a party of a girl I work with( well she's the ITO manager and I am her assistant). It was really cool to say that I wasn't expecting it to be. I thought it would...
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On Sunday I went to a party of a girl I work with( well she's the ITO manager and I am her assistant). It was really cool to say that I wasn't expecting it to be. I thought it would...
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hophead:
Glad to see you are still around! I had noticed you hadnt updated in a while...
Good luck with the apartment hunting.
Good luck with the apartment hunting.
jule:
Margate can be nice if you are in the right area. Coral Springs is the best hands down, though. But, I'm baised. I grew up there.
Good to hear you still have a heartbeat.
Good to hear you still have a heartbeat.
So I got tired of the 80's flick picture... Lately I've been working, hell, that seems to take up almost all of my time. Michael and I have to share my car because his was totalled by some crazy person driver here in South Florida. Totalled... Poor thing.
Last Friday we had a pot luck for this girl in my office. It was neat. Michael...
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Last Friday we had a pot luck for this girl in my office. It was neat. Michael...
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su:
woo hoo, browner! 
oracle:
you are very beautiful.
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lylonijade:
For that much money I would rather have a tattoo
rics34:
smart place to work there all the other areas suck assi worked 5 internet services there has them stupid tag shirts burried in closet. any way theres gonna be a cajun fest at quiet waters park deerfield this week end should be fun and great food. Have a good friday 13th
Resent and bitterness is a very hard thing to overcome and move past to see through to what is important. You have to give him time to work through it. A little gentle nagging will at least keep it fresh in his mind so that he might see the pain he is causing her, but if you push too hard, he'll go in the opposite direction.