So I chose the second one for the wedding of my friend. Moonlight. It is a bit less fru fru.. And though you would think it would be too small, I think the cake itself should be the show stopper not the topper!
So I've been finding all of these little ways to drive Michael insane. Not that I want to, just because I'm insane. I started in on the fact that I am mourning us not having a future. Not that I have a reason to, but because I'm overly obessive and frantic about knowning my plans. I almost backed him into a wall and made him say we'll never be married or have a family. Even if that isn't what he would say or what I would like to hear. Just because I'm so INSANE and keep pushing. And it's not like I want all of that mess now anyway. It's just that I'm trying to stop my thinking that this is it, or could be it.... So I don't get hurt. What sense is that? I have no clue. I'm going to work at not being so insane. Really. We live together, work together, and socialize together. It's only been since September that we've known each other. I'm a crazy girl.
His parents went home today. It went well. I didn't update, sorry. Things were so hectic. Now I have to go back on a diet. Which is ok,... I can save money that way and fit into my not so fat pants.
So I've been finding all of these little ways to drive Michael insane. Not that I want to, just because I'm insane. I started in on the fact that I am mourning us not having a future. Not that I have a reason to, but because I'm overly obessive and frantic about knowning my plans. I almost backed him into a wall and made him say we'll never be married or have a family. Even if that isn't what he would say or what I would like to hear. Just because I'm so INSANE and keep pushing. And it's not like I want all of that mess now anyway. It's just that I'm trying to stop my thinking that this is it, or could be it.... So I don't get hurt. What sense is that? I have no clue. I'm going to work at not being so insane. Really. We live together, work together, and socialize together. It's only been since September that we've known each other. I'm a crazy girl.
His parents went home today. It went well. I didn't update, sorry. Things were so hectic. Now I have to go back on a diet. Which is ok,... I can save money that way and fit into my not so fat pants.
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genevieve:
thank god! is this like when you guess the number of jelly beans in a jar? do get a prize?! hey, what days are you going to be down for misty's wedding, and what day is the actual wedding or rather, when will you have free time from the wedding and/or wedding festivities? i want to work out my schedule so i can have a day off or something to spend time with you. 
gabse_sagua:
that is why i like you, because you are insane, keep pushing him.
