shaneka

So the last couple of times out with Michael's parents have been good. I think that his mother just is very open with her thoughts and I have to realize that they didn't know much of my existance until the Saturday before they were to come, so give 4 days maybe and I'm sure they were thinking I was just a ship in the night. We both agree that Michael should go back to school. His mother said he needed to fend for himself, which I think she means in the concerns of his soon to be ex wife. We'll see.

I talked to Wensly this morning. He didn't get into retraining with the Air Force, sucks for him because that is what he wanted to do. I deleted all of our stuff on the swingers site, I'm done. Not that it was a decision to be made but I was feeling really guilty at one point about hurting him. I'm not any less guilty of the shady-ness of my leaving but I'm not ashamed. I loved wensly because he loved me for the most part. And that I could have a medicore life that would include a house and kids but I don't think anything more. Which is absolutely wrong.

Ok, I hear the sounds of the restroom clearing, time to go visit his parents.