It's late... Almost 2 am. I have work tomorrow and of course I can't sleep. I was sleeping well until I heard these noises coming from the backyard. I thought it was a dying old man or some sort of ghost & I woke wensly up because of it. But instead it wasn't. It was a pack of dogs in the backyard fighting. Wierd. I dont know which was wierder. I think that most of it is wensly's fault for making me listen to EVP's a couple of days in a row. Now I'm all shaking and shit.
I started crying earlier too. I'm not certain if it was my pending period and the migraine that started or just a big jummble of my emotions. But I feel like it on a regular basis...CRYING.
Michael is really special though. He left last Friday. We spent a lot of free time just hanging out to talk. We'd go to this place he'd like to eat... RJ's dinner. It's some hick place with wierd atmosphere....I made him go to the movies with wensly and me, for why? I dont know... I made both of them go out to eat with me to the viet resturante.... just because I could. Because I could make them both very uncomfortable but they'd do it.. Why? I think it's because they'd do it because I asked. I dont know.. I'm fucked up I guess. I know i am.
I started crying earlier too. I'm not certain if it was my pending period and the migraine that started or just a big jummble of my emotions. But I feel like it on a regular basis...CRYING.
Michael is really special though. He left last Friday. We spent a lot of free time just hanging out to talk. We'd go to this place he'd like to eat... RJ's dinner. It's some hick place with wierd atmosphere....I made him go to the movies with wensly and me, for why? I dont know... I made both of them go out to eat with me to the viet resturante.... just because I could. Because I could make them both very uncomfortable but they'd do it.. Why? I think it's because they'd do it because I asked. I dont know.. I'm fucked up I guess. I know i am.