shaneka

So I watched a girl give CPR to a new hire today, in the ladies bathroom.

I went in there because they said she was knocked out and was undressed. I stayed because I knew CPR but so did the girl with the curly hair... I stayed longer to help out if she got tired.... EMS arrived and blocked me and a trainer in the bathroom, while the curly haired girl continued to help.... We were blocked in for the entire thing.

She was older, 60 in a month or two. She probably had a heartattack on the pot but after thinking about what I was doing before, she was probably out for at least 10 minutes, if not more before anyone realized. She never gained a heartbeat.

The curly headed girl screamed, OMG in the middle of this. The trainer started to cry a bit. When I was finally out of the room, a girl who recently lost her mother, began cry as well. Me, I didn't cry. Me, I think that I am fine. Me, I don't know if I am fine. I just don't cry. And it's early, 715 pm and I still have yet to see what will happen when I go to bed. If I can sleep.

I don't know how to feel.