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Friday Jul 14, 2006

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He makes me yell at him. Early in the morning after I'm done with my walk. I ask him to take the dishes out of the sink to fill the tea kettle, he doesn't. Instead he fills the pot with a coffee cup to reach the minimum four cup pot. Why? Why go through the trouble of filling it slowly instead of moving the dishes for me because I am going to be the one to wash them anyway?

Michael really aggervated me this morning... Sometimes it just a little quirk and it sends me over the edge. Partly because I am a bit insane, partly because I'm about to start my period, and partly because I honestly feel like I'm doing more in the relationship. I do the dishes, clean the house, do the shopping and cooking and yatta yatta yatta. I even have to put air in my tires myself, which I know how to do but don't feel that I should have to when I do everything else. I'm sure that everyone feels this way when they are in a relatinship and the eventually the kinks are worked out or ignored. To be in this relationship, I had to move hundreds of miles, deal with a divorce that wasn't mine, and be hidden from the parents for a couple of months. I asked Michael for a picture of his ex and I still haven't gotten it, which is a weird request I do agree, but I want to see it.

I hate the feeling when you love someone but things don't seem to get better. Things don't seem to change and you don't know what to do about it. You cry inside and sometimes aloud and are looked at as a simple female who is controlled by her emotions. Of course this is also why they love us, because we are emotional and can share with them more of life than any one else but it is our curse they bitch about.

I told Michael that I guess that I have to leave early because I have to get air in my tires. WHich I do. But I need a tired gauge. I hate having to do it by myself.

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Luckily I came home to this:

Oh and I did appologize to Michael for the bitchy rant but not for the cause of it.

PS I just got asked to do benefits at work.. Big deal....As well as a PHR class paid for!!!
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
sapiens:
I did stay away from the creepy music at least.. smile
Jul 15, 2006
twinkie:
Oh no I'm an hour late! Happy belated birthday!!!!!
Jul 18, 2006

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