shanedoe

And the sky was made of amethyst
and all the stars look just like little fish
you should learn when to go
you should learn how to say no

might last a day yeah
mine is forever
might last a day, yeah
well mine is forever

when they get what they want they never want it again
when they get what they want they never want it again

go on, take everything, take everything i want you to
go on, take everything take everything take everything i want you to

And the sky was all violet I want it again, but more violet, more violet
hey, i'm the one with no soul
one above and one below

go on, take everything take everything i want you to
go on, take everything take everything i want you to

i told you from the start just how this would end
when i get what i want i never want it again

go on, take everything take everyting i want you to
go on, take everything, take everything i want you to
go on, take everything, take everything i want you to
go on, take everything, take everything i want you to
go on take everything take everything take everything take everything

hole - violet

friday night was awful. it reminded me that:
<>you should NEVER leave the house until you are ready to go (or else you might forget a shitload of important stuff like i did...)
<>most german kids are stupid, ignorant bastards
<>having to take the train sucks extremly
<>going to some celebration is a bad idea if you have nothing to do with 99% of the people
<>i get very freaked out when there are lots of people around me
<>don't ever go somewhere without knowing exactly what awaits you
<>depending on other people is a pain in the ass
<>i don't do
<>blades are sharp
<>sleeping alone gets me down
<>curtains should be shut down before going to sleep

I have a weird imagination. Sometimes I imagine stuff and even though Im fully aware that it never happened, it seems more real than my actual memories.