shaneapex

A friend of mine, believe 100% in Karma.
It rules his life, it's his understanding, and bad he does, will come back to him. And any good he does wil also make it's way back to him. I have a line of thought close to this, but along the lines of Honour. I will not act in any way that will embarass me in the eyes of others who are not present. I also do not seek for other people to know of any actions i may do in they're favour, i seek no reward, and no praise. But i do not believe in karma, Shit seems to fall apart for those around me, and this does not affect me in any positive manner. Shit happens, and shit happens randomly, and i'm still looking for that fucking reset switch.
A friend of mine has been in the hospital for over a month because her cancer has come back.
I'm not happy about it.
I need something.
I don't need a sign, I don't need an epiphany, I don't need a fucking hug.
I couldn't tell you what i need.
But i need it soon.
There'a a thunderstorm outside right now.
And thats exactly how i feel.