shandylouhoo

So I'm really bored today. I was going to go out and buy a webcam to chat with my friends on the east coast on yahoo, but I completely spaced it. Maybe I'll still go over to Staples later, since it is down the street.

I've been talking a lot lately to my friend from the east coast and he's almost totally convinced me to move out there. Only three problems are as follows: school, money, fiance. In that order. I want to go to school and my English teacher from high school has all but convinced me to go to school for my poetry and short story writing. She's still to this day amazed and impressed with my skill in writing and wants so badly for me to advance myself in the fine art of writing. Maybe. I dunno, I'd want to go to school near where my buddy over there lives because I love the area he lives in. Money, I have none considering I have no job as well. Then there's my fiance. He wouldn't want to move to where I want to, at least I doubt he would. To be honest, I don't really know if I'd want him to at this point. Maybe I'm just freaking out and having a "growing up crisis" or something, but I'm starting to realize I don't know much about life and I want to know more. I want to experience things and travel and have fun with someone, not just dwell on how horrible everything is and how much work it's going to be to crawl back out of the hole we're in. I want to taste life. Even if it means being a wanderer for awhile, ending up on the other side of the US. Even as far off as Italy. Oh God, what I'd give to move to Italy. I dunno, bleh.

So yeah. Lots on my mind.

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