shandylouhoo

So last night I found out I lost my job at the coffee shop I worked at. I'm pretty much screwed out of it all right now, and on top of everything, my fiance isn't being very supportive. After my great grandmother passed away recently, I received an inheritance check for a pretty nice amount and I wanted to spend it on a few new tattoos that mean something to me. He thinks it's a waste of money and I'm being counterproductive in our relationship by not trying to save up money. He's been unemployed for 3 months now, I've only been unemplyoed for one day. (By the way, the reason I lost my job was because the comapny had to file for bankrupsy.) I'm starting to think too much about everything going on with me right now. My relationship with my fiance, my current situation, and if I even want to be attached to anyone right now. He seems to be dragging me down sometimes into his depression, furthering my own, which isn't healthy. I love him so much and care about him, but I just sort of feel... lost with him.

Any suggestions would be open and welcome! <3

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