shando

Okay I said that I had yet to see any SG that slightly resembles me. This obviously is a stupid thing to say. It hurts to be misunderstood, so allow me to come clean, for my own sake. It stems from my own desperate need to be someone truly original, of my own creation without outside influence, and what is more in such a way that has a groundbreaking impact on civilization. For me it would feel great to contribute to society in a beautiful, profound, original way. My mission in life would be accomplished. I feel really lost most of the time, wondering what the hell everyone is here for, on this earth, 'being', 'existing'. I do not like much of what I see, I feel something deep within telling me that we have not reached our full potential yet as a human race, and it is truly unimaginable the heights that we are capable of. THIS is where an arrogant remark like this stemmed from. I know it is impossible to be so truly unique that nothing, no one could compare. EVERYONE is influenced by the world around them, if external factors did not play a role, we simply would be nothing. It shapes who we are, we need things to build from. I want to take things to that next level, create new realities, new ways of thinking, new sets of logic and frames of mind, take our souls and minds one dimension or two, or three further. I might be original, but to say that I do not resemble anyone IS really ridiculous. I did not intend to offend.
I love SG because it is full of girls that I feel do reflect a piece of me, that have so many wonderful qualities, that are truly groundbreakers, out on the same mission as me, I think. I guess that my life has been a sheltered one as far as socialization goes, so I am not always aware of social tact, and I am often misunderstood. My apologies, truly!