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First thank you to all the well wishers. I wish I could explain what is going on... it's unFucking believable. I am still dealing with it.

Me and My baby are fine. No we are not having problems. It is all together something else.

But now I have to call my divorced parents and see if I can borrow money. I need $4000.00 fast.... yes...
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gabse_sagua:
best wishes, hoping everything goes better
steel_talons:
money shit always sucks. hope it works out ok.
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To all my friends, I am going thru a lot of shit right now. I don't know how much I will be on here or how able I will be to return phone calls.... it is a really long story.

Keep me in your thoughts, I need every good vibe I can get.

I love you all and hope to see you soon. I do...
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yuriel:
*hugs you tight*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
radio_sweetheart:
frown

Be well dear.
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This has been a crazy week. And it is not over I have to work today and part of tomorrow.

I will have to miss breakfast, cause I have to work. frown

Or computers at work are Fucking up and it is causeing a lot of headaches for everyone. The good new for today is my boss is leaving after clinic so I can get some...
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billybillybilly:
you make me all fuzzy and stuff. blush
charlatan:
Holidays can be suck a hassle until the day of the holiday. Holidays are always filled with such good vibes. I love them. As corny as it sounds. I love christmas.
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Monday, Monday, Monday... I am not ready to start the work week again... but here it comes frown
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irishsbuffy:
frown I understand.
cipher:
Yeah, the more time you have off the worse going back is. Christmas is going to kick all our asses.
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She dried her tears, and they did smile
to see her cheeks' returning glow;
nor did discern how all the while
that full heart throbbed to overflow

with that sweet look and lively tone,
and bright eye shining all the day
they could not guess, at midnight lone
how she would weep the time away

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In dungeons dark I cannot sing,
In sorrow's thrall...
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irishsbuffy:
Beautiful
yuriel:
seconded.
those are haunted.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Time to update this shit.

It is the day before Thanksgiving. It is going to be fun. We are going to have a friend over tonight who is down on her luck and then take her to pinko's house tomorrow.

We booked our flight for Christmas. We are going south to see family. It will be fun and a pain at the same time....
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pinkokitty:
sweetie..i'm always happy to spend time with you, you know that..but thank you so much for sharing today with me. it was great to have you in my house.

and thanks for introducing us to melissa! what a cool chick, i hope things look up for her soon.
suiclide:
i can almost guarentee anyone you bring to meet pinko will have a good time.....happy thanksgiving
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I seem to be doing a hell of a lot for being on vacation. I am trying to make sure I don't get to far behind at work, so I am going in for a couple of hours a day. But it just seems like I have got something to do every single day. whatever I guess that will keep me from sleeping the enitre week...
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yuriel:
ew
hope youre well now though smile
and all stays well smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
squatter:
rawr ;]
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Good morning all. This is going to be a good week. I am only working a few half of days all week. I am spending as much time with my baby colombianlvr as I can. So were are up this morning, I will go in for a few hours while he runs around and gets his license.

Then we will spend the afternoon together and...
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irishsbuffy:
Hope you have a great week!!!
neodrunk:
Well, with that being said, glad I got to see both of ya last night.

catch ya'll on the flip.

tonguemiao!!
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Came home from work early. Sick today. puke
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yuriel:
feel better soon smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
acidevangelist:
Have you recovered yet?
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I was told that my journal entries were to dark and depressing as of late. So I have been trying to be more up beat.

I watched "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" last night with my baby, it made me cry. I know, I am an old softy. I cried even more when my baby told me he could never erase my memory

It...
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trilobyte:
Fuck them if they say it's too dark. Write here for yourself, those who read it should be grateful that you share it with them. And I don't think I could erase any of my memories, even the worst of the worst. For better or worse, they define who I am.

odi omnes
steel_talons:
Im with the Never Erase Anything Crowd. All the events of your life, even the ones that a horrible and have no redeeming qualities whatsoever shape who you are. Whos to say if youre better off changed? What if it makes you worse than you were?