Its Monday! I am happy about that because I made it! The 31st is over and once again... I survived it.
Went to the independent last night there was a Burlesque show and everyone was dressed up so nicely in their vintage clothing. I know the photographer that worked the show so he invited me. Soon, very soon he is going to do a photo...
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Went to the independent last night there was a Burlesque show and everyone was dressed up so nicely in their vintage clothing. I know the photographer that worked the show so he invited me. Soon, very soon he is going to do a photo...
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acidevangelist:
Did you sing at the 90's tonight?
knocturnal:
Evenesence and Hoobastank are good ass bands, And butterfly effect is a great ass movie. 
Just wanted to say hi
Just wanted to say hi Well today has been nice so far. Went to breakfast with everyone. Then spent the rest of the afternoon hanging out with a good friend pinko.
Thank you sweetie for not letting me be alone today .
Thank you sweetie for not letting me be alone today
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pinkokitty:
hm. i'm not sure if i want to brave the 90's tonight, as i'm feeling a bit vulnerable due to the fact that he hasn't called. while i know that it's because he's busy, and that very little anybody else ever does has anything directly to do with me, it still doesn't feel good.
must do some heavy duty cleaning after work. if i'm planning on going, i'll let you know.
must do some heavy duty cleaning after work. if i'm planning on going, i'll let you know.
agata:
I went to school with someone called Pinko 
....Im gonna shut up now 
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....Im gonna shut up now
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I'm sorry I haven't been keeping my journal up.
I'm sorry I didn't go to the party last night.
I'm sorry I missed CC's today (if we are even doing it)
I'm sorry I have been so depressed.
I'm sorry I have been anti-social.
I seem to be appoligizing for a lot lately. And it sucks.
I work 50 hours this week and major stress....
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I'm sorry I didn't go to the party last night.
I'm sorry I missed CC's today (if we are even doing it)
I'm sorry I have been so depressed.
I'm sorry I have been anti-social.
I seem to be appoligizing for a lot lately. And it sucks.
I work 50 hours this week and major stress....
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sluttygoodgirl:
I was coming here to say Happy Halloween, but looks like it's not going to be such a good one for you.... 
Sorry to hear you are feeling so down. Will send some positive vibes your way.
Sorry to hear you are feeling so down. Will send some positive vibes your way.
acidevangelist:
Nice meeting you today. I'm glad we're friends. 
I haven't been very good at responding or writing in my or any one else's journal's Sorry...
Thing will be ok... I think this person will hang themselfs. At least that is what I am hopeing for.
God my life is filled with so much drama... and it is not even mine... it is all my friends drama.
Well off to get a shower and...
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Thing will be ok... I think this person will hang themselfs. At least that is what I am hopeing for.
God my life is filled with so much drama... and it is not even mine... it is all my friends drama.
Well off to get a shower and...
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st_eve_bc:
be true to yourself, listen to your dreams , get laid , get drunk , right?
I got to tell you, other people's drama isnt other peoples drama when its got you down, you just have to figure out why its affecting you, what importance does it have in your life..
I remember when my brother and his girlfriend had a kid when I was 15, he was 17, dropping out of highschool, it was too much for me
I swore of the sex thing until I was able to go broke on my own. the whole time I was thinking about, "oh man its got to be so hard to have a kid when your 17"
well its damn hard to say no to nooky when your in the spring of your life too.
apologies for my ramblings overdue, take care
I got to tell you, other people's drama isnt other peoples drama when its got you down, you just have to figure out why its affecting you, what importance does it have in your life..
I remember when my brother and his girlfriend had a kid when I was 15, he was 17, dropping out of highschool, it was too much for me
I swore of the sex thing until I was able to go broke on my own. the whole time I was thinking about, "oh man its got to be so hard to have a kid when your 17"
well its damn hard to say no to nooky when your in the spring of your life too.
apologies for my ramblings overdue, take care
Well here I am again, at work. The problem person has yet to come in. So I dont know how today will pan out.
Thank you to everyone for the support. I needed it. I am just feeling a bit low right now. (Anti-depressants are supposed to help with that). I will survive this, like everything else. But I am just down while I am...
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Thank you to everyone for the support. I needed it. I am just feeling a bit low right now. (Anti-depressants are supposed to help with that). I will survive this, like everything else. But I am just down while I am...
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tangledupinblue:
hope tuesday went well! Sometimes I think that work, at its best can offer up "nothing bad" and a clean getaway.
charlatan:
Don't worry so much about the problem person. Let them waste their energy. Then when they are tired from being a problem...crush them like a bug with a falling piano or something.
The word their doesn't look right no matter which way you put the vowels. I am going off the deep end! I have lost the ability to read properly. Hav a gud dai. Fuk i neid hepl!
The word their doesn't look right no matter which way you put the vowels. I am going off the deep end! I have lost the ability to read properly. Hav a gud dai. Fuk i neid hepl!
I am in the song mood these last few days.
I have had the worst three days (including today) at work that I have ever had.
You live and learn. I won't ever speak my mind again.
Song:
Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
Somewhere along the way I think I gave you...
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I have had the worst three days (including today) at work that I have ever had.
You live and learn. I won't ever speak my mind again.
Song:
Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
Somewhere along the way I think I gave you...
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pinkokitty:
i hope the weekend has provided enough barrier between workdays for you to make it seem okay to go there tomorrow..maybe you're not exactly looking forward to it, but all the best luck, girlie.
jbone:
No, work is not fun. The only time you have fun at work is when you're not doing any...maybe it's time to hit the gay bars with some 18-21 year old girls & slam down some vodka? That always works for me...
What's it been over a decade?
It still smarts like it was four minutes ago
We only influenced each other totally
We only bruised each other even more so
What are you my blood? You touch me like you are my blood
What are you my dad? You affect me like you are my dad
How long can a girl be shackled to you
How...
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It still smarts like it was four minutes ago
We only influenced each other totally
We only bruised each other even more so
What are you my blood? You touch me like you are my blood
What are you my dad? You affect me like you are my dad
How long can a girl be shackled to you
How...
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charlatan:
I love those words. I have great empathy with them. Putting them up today has made me feel...not alone. Thank you so much.
irishsbuffy:
Just amazing.
I guess I have to go back to work today. I don't want to. There will be a mess waiting for me. That is a given. It is always that way.
I am sure my boss and assistant are mad at me also, they always are when I miss a day. But it will make them appreciate me more. The only problem is it also...
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I am sure my boss and assistant are mad at me also, they always are when I miss a day. But it will make them appreciate me more.
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toneski:
I have really bad stage fright too, in public restrooms.
Well I stayed home from work today. I have to burn almost 60 hours of PTO before the end of the year.
I am going to clean house, Go to the store and cook my baby dinner.
Hope eveyone has a great day.
I have to burn almost 60 hours of PTO before the end of the year.
I am going to clean house, Go to the store and cook my baby dinner.
Hope eveyone has a great day.
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irishsbuffy:
Hope you had a great day off. You need it. Things here are so much better. I am so happy. Got a camera from the girls and there was pictures of them. I have to load more of them up. Oh Goodnees, Dakota. They are just perfect.
I am blissfull. Hard to believe I was so sad before.
Kisses
B
I am blissfull. Hard to believe I was so sad before.
Kisses
B
squatter:
rawr
Its lunch and the first chance I have had all day to jump on line. Shit I am busy.
I will write later, if I get a chance, gonna run and eat my pizza then get back to work.
Love ya
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Update:
I am caught up at work... kind of... I have just decided to goof off for a bit. Might even take tomorrow...
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I will write later, if I get a chance, gonna run and eat my pizza then get back to work.
Love ya
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Update:
I am caught up at work... kind of... I have just decided to goof off for a bit. Might even take tomorrow...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Thanks
steel_talons:
mmm... pizza
that's what i had for dinner at 10:00
that's what i had for dinner at 10:00
Well its morning, or really afternoon, I just got up. All alone, my baby started his job today, so that means for the next month, school 6 days a week and work on the 7th. It's good, really, but it leaves me alone, and sometime thats not good. I get depressed to easy.
Have to make a new CD for my oldest kid. It is...
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Have to make a new CD for my oldest kid. It is...
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toneski:
Throw some richard cheese on that disc
steel_talons:
My Even hoddie is the most comfortable and durable piece of clothing I own. Its my favorite too.
Being lonely sucks. SGTC to the rescue!
Oh and check this out, tell me what you think.
Video Mods
Being lonely sucks. SGTC to the rescue!
Oh and check this out, tell me what you think.
Video Mods
I am back... went to CC this morning to met a bunch of you people for lunch/ breakfast. The company was nice, the food was good and the coffee was much needed, but the walk there was a little chilly. The walk home was much better thanks to pinkokitty walking part of the way with me.
It was nice to see everyone again, and met...
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It was nice to see everyone again, and met...
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yuriel:
glad you had a pleasant day.
pinkokitty:
nice walkin' and talkin' with you, too..seems we should actually spend some time together soon, when i'm not in a state of tiredness that rivals arcane chinese torture. the show tonight was great..need sleep NOW.