shamunda

I was really feeling the loss of my zone this past week. I had been doing fine the past month with the usual pains and was even fine with no new action but this past weekend suddenly I made a wrong turn or something and lost the zone and was getting anxious and uncomfortable in my skin.

While I wouldn't necessarily call it a date, I had dinner last night with a girl I recently met who is friendly and happened to be working in my nieghborhood. We did spend a couple of hours talking and eating so it was nice despite all the guards and defences at play on both sides of the fence. Nothing to really shake a stick at but still helped with the pervading feelings of loneliness that were washing over me since last wednesday.