shamunda

Found a nice vet in my nieghborhood that handles exotics like my Chinese Water Dragons. Aeneis has Metabolic Bone Disease and is in guarded condition. I will have some work to do to maintain his health and while he could live a while there is no guarantee he will recover from where he is at. It is no fun trying to feed a lizard vitamin drops, but he is not ready for just powder I can put on his food at this point.

While having discussions with someone many people think I should have nothing more to do with, I still can't shake the want for her in my life despite the nausea at what she is doing with her life. I am entranced by her yet utterly repulsed by her actions that have also hurt me to the core. I have also not given in to the rage and agression that is a way of life for me and my friends.
Alas the people I would love to date and move on completely in life with are not available to me and the people who are coming into my life aren't fulfilling me. I myself don't even know what I need or want anymore.

I NEED A VACATION