shamelessly

My all mighty roommate, has been without alcohol for... a month. And its been boringly pleasant. No stress, no drama, no anger out bursts. None of the usual drunken issues i would have with her. Minus the depression she went into.. things were rather calm.

Then today, she showed up hammered. Cursing the person who brought her home for telling me that she was.. Like i would not have noticed..

She said im sorry i got drunk.

I didnt reply. And the silence edged itself on. Then she asked me if i had anything to say.

Meanwhile in my head im raging. I know if i say anything, it will anger her, start a fight. Since she thrives on heated anger and disputes when shes drinking.

So instead of coming in and sobering up. Dealing. Facing.

She runs upstairs to the guy whos been hitting on her. And any females. Hes a dirty perv. And nows shes up there drinking and sleeping with him. Let me remind you she is a dyke.
A dyke who tells me im not really gay because i find some guys attractive. Im not a dyke because i dont whore myself out.

Either way. Im moving out. Im tired of being treated like trash, and trying to help her.

Boo to people who cant be fun drunks