shamelessly

I feel suffocated and trapped.
I feel like i'm burning up from the inside.
I feel like i am going to explode into a million pieces.
I feel like i am losing control.

My anger is rising, and i feel like if i dont watch my step it will make me do something stupid.
I am always stressed out.

I almost wish i could ask someone to hurt me, wish someone could damage me on the outside, so i dont do it myself.
I wish i had someone to lean on, and to feel safe with.
Someone who could understand and not lower my feelings so i feel stupid.

Repressed.