shamelessly

Well my friday has arrived. Last day of work over, thank god. Wasn't sure i would make it out alive...

Kate will be here, saturday. I think... for a couple day's.
I am honestly surprised she is coming. I really didn't believe her a month ago when she said she would.
I keep wondering if toying with this beloved ex is such a smart idea...
Not sure ... if this is a weekend, or proof that she cares, or even if this is something i want or need...

Ok i want it, i just don't want to deal with anymore ... bullshit, anymore sadness... that whole drama with dating.

But i am excited to see her.

Other then that, thinking a new tattoo and getting my nipple pierced is on the agenda in the next couple months. That excited me deep inside..
Possibly buying a pretty knife too....
Always good.

Tired, but can't sleep. How usual...