Hi guys,
It's been almost a year now since I made the decision to disappear from SG without announcement or explanation, and it came to my attention that too many people didn't know I didn't stop creating content! Which is fair as I didn't post anything on here...
So here I am crawling out from the SG cemetery, how about we try to catch up?
If you're too lazy to read a long boring blog, here are the main points:
- I'm fine
- I am not "coming back"
- I still create content (photos and videos), you can find it on my onlyfans
- Forget instagram, follow me on twitter for more updates
Now, let's start with the beginning. Why did I leave? Actually I was planning to stop my activity on SG long before requesting to be archived, because I felt like this platform wasn't bringing me anything positive anymore, to sum things up. I mean my last set is named "the end of this chapter" so this was pretty clear! I wasn't planning to get archived but at some point, I thought this would be the only way to distance myself from all the negativity coming from here. And guys, I know, some girls love it here and will never say anything bad about SG, good for them honestly. But at this moment, I didn't find any good reason to keep my account active, so my decision was obvious. And one year later I can say this was one of the best decisions I've ever made in my life!
So after being archived I kept creating content for my patreon, because this was not about stoping a modeling activity, this was just about leaving this platform. But in april of this year, patreon decided my content was porn (it wasn't) and as it is forbidden there, I had to switch to onlyfans.
If you don't follow me there, here is a glimpse of what you missed:
Some sets with @celine
One set with @aeterna
Some self-shot sets:
And of course a looot of videos:
Having to switch from patreon to onlyfans was already a challenge, but hey what could have been worse? Maybe having your instagram account disabled in the process so you can't advertise your new platform? Bingo. Almost at the same time I was "banned" from patreon, I started to struggle to keep my instagram account (what a coincidence!). From april to may in less than a month, it got suspended 3 times. I luckily got it back those 3 times, but it surely didn't help my business... After that I thought I was safe, as I managed to keep it since May and I hadn't any pics deleted, but I guess not! It has been disabled once again at the beginning of this week and I don't think I'll either get it back this time.Which upsets me more than before is that not only my account disappeared without "warning" (like having pics deleted months/weeks/days before), but the last pics I got to post were... pregnancy pics (oh yes by the way, I'm 5 months pregnant!) I think being suspended over this is fucked up, but what can I do. Anyway, this time I'm not fighting to reinstate my account, this is too much time and energy and I rather focus on more positive things. Plus, even if I get it back a 4th times, I know it's only temporary and it will disappear again and again. Long story short, if you want to follow me on social medias, follow me on twitter. I have a backup account on instagram (instagram.com/shamandalilie2) but I don't feel like using instagram anymore and it will probably disappear as well anyway.
And uh that's pretty much it, what else could I tell you? If you have some questions, I'll try to answer them in the comment section (depending on the question of course) I hope this blog helped you to dispel doubts about my activity :)
