shakti

so i went on a dinner date last night before the party. the girl is cute and she's smart and i love that. but we don't seem to share many of the same values. it's not that we're so different- just that we're not so much the same. does that make sense? she left the party early cause she was tired. i drove her home. we didn't kiss when we got to her house cause her roommates were sitting out on the porch. or at least i think that's why. but who knows what she wants or what i want or what anyone wants, really.

of all the girls i've met recently, i still think i have the most in common with the girl who wasn't "out". remember her? its a shame cause we really share most of the same beliefs, attitudes, and values. and shes damn cute. i talked to her the other day and she told me she really wanted to make changes in her life and to not care what people think of her. and that she'd like to get to know me better. maybe its the start of something?