shakti

my doctor wants me to go down on my medication because i've been falling asleep while driving to work recently. i'm scared to take a lower dose. i'm scared about the stress that's already in my life. i'm scared about the grades i'm getting in one of my classes no matter how hard i try. i'm scared of my lack of motivation to exercise, eat right, lose weight, and stop smoking. i'm scared of so many things. but i'm going to try it out and see how it goes.

this weekend i have a date with the new girl and then am bringing her to a friend's st patricks day party! i cant wait. i will have to FORCE myself to do homework on sunday. i'm both full of excitement and full of dread!