i hate my new therapist.
i hate all the doctors i have seen in the recent past.
making me feel like i'm not good enough to be a parent.
there is such a stigma around mental illness.
i'm bummed out and i'm sick of feeling this way.
i feel like i cant even express myself when i'm at therapy. everything i said today and my doctor was like "well how do you think you're going to be a parent then?" i'm in therapy cause i'm trying to get better! and NO ONE is fucking perfect! mind you we decided to put off the having kids thing for a couple years because i got scared into feeling like i should somehow be MORE stable, MORE right. so this conversation today wasn't even relevant to my life right now. but thats all he kept saying. "how do you think you'll be able to be a partent?" well fuck you, dude.
its coming to the end of the semester in school and i am stressing out but cant make myself do any work. typical me. i was panicking and crying in the car yesterday on the way to yoga but felt much better afterwards.
why cant i feel like that all the time? why am i always such a mess?
i hate all the doctors i have seen in the recent past.
making me feel like i'm not good enough to be a parent.
there is such a stigma around mental illness.
i'm bummed out and i'm sick of feeling this way.
i feel like i cant even express myself when i'm at therapy. everything i said today and my doctor was like "well how do you think you're going to be a parent then?" i'm in therapy cause i'm trying to get better! and NO ONE is fucking perfect! mind you we decided to put off the having kids thing for a couple years because i got scared into feeling like i should somehow be MORE stable, MORE right. so this conversation today wasn't even relevant to my life right now. but thats all he kept saying. "how do you think you'll be able to be a partent?" well fuck you, dude.
its coming to the end of the semester in school and i am stressing out but cant make myself do any work. typical me. i was panicking and crying in the car yesterday on the way to yoga but felt much better afterwards.
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morgan:
Names would depend on the kitties really. Right now the kitties we are kind of falling in love with are unnamed, but one responds to the name "Warren"!
dazet:
me too