shakti

i went and saw the third doctor today who thinks that i shouldnt be getting pregnant when i am on medication. since i have a serious illness and will not be getting off medication any time soon, i am feeling really discouraged. i guess eric and i are going to put off having a baby for a while and maybe we will also be looking into adoption. i sort of feel like i am giving up on my dreams... but at least only temporarily.

btw, today is our second wedding anniversary.