Monday Jan 16, 2006

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so...

i have the day off tomorrow but probbably won't make good use of it. most likely i'll just sit around the house and read a book or watch some tv.

yesterday someone told me that because i've never had sex i didn't know what love is. of course she was drunk and i know better than that but it still hurt my feelings. i don't know what to do any more i just get this feeling of hopelessness when i think about having sex kinda like its never going to happen.

i don't know maybe i'll just stop thinking about it if i can.

peace
kay:
Oh love. What a terrible thing for someone to say. I do not agree with it one bit, and most often, those that claim such notions, have no idea what love is. I'm sorry angel, that was terribly rude. Take it though, with a grain of salt considering the booze involvement. Unfortunately though, we can never take back the things that are said. People need to be more careful. frown

I'm sure you get asked about it, but you do have your virginity intact. Are you waiting for the right person, or the right time? I think it is a rare thing to find in people, and can be a pretty darn cool personality/conviction trait in people. smile

~cheers

kay:
Well, I for one commend you on it. smile There are days that I really wish I had held on to mine for a lot longer, however, I know that fate works in really mysterious ways. No regrets really, just wonderment.

Hopefully you will get to view some football this weekend!!

~cheers

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