Friday Nov 28, 2003

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Wednesday; Lecture 4 hours in a HUGE fuckin room without a microphone or a sound system.

Turkey Day: I have no voice, not raspy scratchy voice. . . I mean NO VOICE. It was nice not talking to anybody (went to a big to-do) Normally I have to control and guide every conversation (apparently this is the effect of my anxiety. . . Odd it bothers me to be around people, but when I am I need to be the center of attention) I'll bet all of the relatives appreciated my silence.

Normally I become a witty smart ass around my family, not like Chandler from "Friends" but like a real pretentious jack off smart ass who thinks he's better than everybody. I patiently egg them into arguments I know they cannot win and once they've committed to a point of view I proceed with tearing them a new asshole in front of their friends and children. . . It's probably best that I couldn't talk.

Day After Turkey Day: Today we go cut down our tree. . . It's tradition. Going on 8 years now. I still can't talk
atarianpunk:
Gotta let you know my photo is a few years old. I actually keep my horns filed and shave twice a day. The back waxing is an ultra bitch though, I'm starting to think seriously about laser removal. As for the tongue... I kinda like it that long and the chicks dig it eeek biggrin surreal

As for the ex, I'm still at the whatever stage I haven't tried to contact her back.

Your Thanksgiving sounded better than mine. It's suppose to be a time of celebration right well the bunch I was with got into a political and social diatribe that led to arguments. My bro and I tried to change the subject to something lighter but the rest of the crew wouldn't have it. mad whatever

Hope your voice returns soon.
zedasex:
I think you are being too hard on yourself, there is nothing wrong with embarrassing someone in front of the family. It causes that person to work harder all year to do better next year. Happy Thanks

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