shahbeen

Wow it's been more than a month since I'v been updateing this journal .. Time is running so fast as I'm working 7 days a weeks and I've decided to get a life so I've been out a lot lately... I'm not a really good mood again ... Trying to see where I wanna go, who I wanna be etc .... My friends are pissing me off ... I dont know ... Maybe that it's me. I feel like not fitting my life anymore ... Feeling like Flying but don't really know how .. I'm still learning everyday how to fly, it's not so easy but I''m FREE.

A nice woman lend me her flat for one maybe 2 months , that's kinda cool so it's like some vacacions for me , not being at my grandma 5 days a week .. YAY FOR ME .

BUT HEY , I almost forgot , EURODISNEY WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME !!!!



Look at this Pumpkin !! I've put lots of pics in my folders

I luv this one too

But seriously Disney Rocks !



I've also done a new piercing , cut my hair a little bit and got a new color



I've also been working to McDo like that :

Blessed be Samhain or Halloween as you like it even if those morons wanted to do it 2 days earlier !!

That was cool coz I've been out some days before like that, yeah I know I look so happy , I wasn't really in the mood and I should have listened to my inner voice and go to that club coz I got bored:



I luv spending time on the floor :





Such an Angel huh ?

Well ... I'm getting sleepy ... I think I'll get a new piercing 2morrow ...

I'll try to update more often too ... But I've decidede to stop compalininga nd being depressed all the time ... NOT SO EASY ... But working on it ...