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Hmm not sure where to begin. I got on with a new company and have steady work for the next 2 and a half years making great money while being able to really do things I always have wanted to do, IE travel, outdoor sports, etc. Yet for some reason I found myself really down today. I hate this feeling. I try to always stay positive but the only thing I could even think of why this is, is because I don't have someone to truly share this with. How pathetically sappy is that? Seriously dude be happy for yourself, yet I find myself feeling guilty not sharing this with someone. Oi I need to get my head in check and get out more to enjoy the smaller things in life. So that is what I will do. I have a 14 year old Yellow Lab and he likes getting outside as it is and he's my baby so if anything the poor old boy will enjoy it hehe