shadyvito

My wife and daughter are in Wildwood (beach in NJ) and have been gone for four days now. I've been having bad dreams about something happening to my daughter and everything I see on tv about kids that is negative is making it worse. I want to protect her as much as I can. My friends tell me that I should take it easy on myself. I know what I am capible of in terms of how far I can go to protect her and that also scares me. Let's say someone like her schoolbus driver smaked her, I know that It will take alot of people to stop me from beating him to death. I watch very closely how people talk to her and interact with her. I teach her to be polite, friendly, and tolerant. It's my job to watch the people around her until she's old enough to know how. I'm very good at reading people because of how and where I grew up. I got to make sure she is too. I know, I'm making myself nuts. I just had to vent.