shadowdancer

I had written a deep philosophical entry
but it got deleted
so I will just talk about my life now...


I cast my play
I have brilliant actors
they are so wonderful
I love them all
sadly
since I am trying to do something "different" getting funding is rather difficut...

both my sculpture and photography crit went really well
apparently I have "an odd view of the world"
and I am perfectly ok with that

I am going to NYC tomorrow
I love new york
I love walking around
and going to museums
I am hoping to move there this summer
currently I am so broke
so quite sadly it does not seem likely



I was hoping to get an other tattoo last week
but I was too sick
instead I rented two films
"last days" and "Fellini's Cassanova"
they are both so wonderful
"last days" is a beautiful meditation
on life and loneliness
"fellini's Cassonova" speaks of sex an death
two things that drive humanity
and I adore fellini...

random photograph time
from modeling last year:




happy holidays!
and happy new years!


personally I am amused that I keep writing entries...
I wonder what I feel the importance behind this is...
I am not even one for words

I am a visual person

I try to get away from words

yet I keep a journal on this site....
interesting...