shadeofgrey

Poker was finished and everyone had left so I go online to check my e-mail. I end up seeing a few new emails. One was from some married woman I know and another was from a woman I know who moved to Colorado. After reading the emails I seriously think I should go become a priest now. Seminary school isn't that difficult. I'm just getting sick of these unavailable women coming on to me. I'm sorry if you're unhappy, really I am. I'll gladly offer my shoulder to cry on, but that doesn't mean I'm going to be a homewrecker. On top of this, my friend from colorado who had a huge crush on me is sorely pissed at me and doing everything she can to make me feel like crap. I can't help that she lives there, I don't do long distance relationships. If she still lived in MD, hey it might be different, but she doesn't. I tried explaining it to her, I think she understood, but I really hate being treated like crap or being made to feel guilty because she's injured or that I broke her heart by crushing her dreams. Dreams are well and good, but let's be a little realistic here. I'm not moving out there and she's not moving out here again, so ummm, yeah! It isn't going to happen. Effin women, instead of wishing and dreaming such unrealistic things, try taking yourself out of the little fantasy world you've surrounded yourselves with and see what is plausible and what is not. I don't find the whole unavailable thing romantic. If you're married or if you live far far away, I'm not the guy for you. I'm looking for someone who's SINGLE and LOCAL, but at this point, I may as well become a priest. So I'd have to swear off women, I might be able to do that. Probably not, but it's more possible than me ruining someone's already fucked up marriage or starting a relationship with someone who lives halfway across the country. OK, I'm a lil' better now.
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