So, I have been away from the site for a little while trying to find balance in my life. It hasn't been exactly easy, of course it never is, between this time of year being absolutely shitty for me and my PTSD....anniversaries are often the worst time to try and keep moving, and my partner having returned to drinking....balance has been very elusive.
I hate ranting negatively all the time, as there is always enough negativity in the world, but finally I feel a bit of balance returning to my life. I have quit drinking, have had a couple of oops' but for the most part have been remaining drink free. It hasn't been an issue for me previously but I was on that very slippery slope and felt I needed to take action. I feel good, have lost a couple of pounds, back working out, and for a soon to be 46 year old feel like I am doing pretty well.
This long weekend has been helpful, stress has been reduced...actually taking time to relax and enjoy the blistering heat!! WOOOHOOO naked time on the deck and in the pool....ahhhh life can be good!!
Looking forward to catching up on everything I have missed, and hope to be back on my usual regular basis.... have a great rest of the long weekend!!
