Ok I'm going to keep my SG membership but I have to wait until I get paid. I'm not sure when my membership expires but I'll update it when I get some cashola
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Sgt.Shaw say's get your daily dose of RaggaJungle @ Triple Dub.Ragga-jungle (dot) com
If you want a jungle mixed CD just message me and we can talk. I charge...
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Sgt.Shaw say's get your daily dose of RaggaJungle @ Triple Dub.Ragga-jungle (dot) com
If you want a jungle mixed CD just message me and we can talk. I charge...
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Uggg I don't know when my SG membership runs out but I got rid of my credit card so I just got an email saying they couldn't renew my payment' I'm not sure if I'll renew it or not, I'm really not on here a lot :
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:Happy New Years Everybody.
2006 is already kickin off awesome for me. I got hired on as the Maintenance Supervisor for the New Golds Gym down here in Reno. I'm stoked!!!!!!!!!
2006 is already kickin off awesome for me. I got hired on as the Maintenance Supervisor for the New Golds Gym down here in Reno. I'm stoked!!!!!!!!!
aaardvark:
Yes, my puppy rocks. HAPPY NEW YEARS!
sgt_shaw:
Uggg I don't know when my SG membership runs out but I got rid of my credit card so I just got an email saying they couldn't renew my payment' I'm not sure if I'll renew it or not, I'm really not on here a lot
BIG PLANZ
Sobriety has me thinking about my future these dayz and heres what Ive come up with. Heres where Im going and what I have to do.
۞ Deal with my DUI here in Reno.
۞ Deal with & (work-on progressively) my disability with VA.
۞ Get outside VA psychology treatment.
۞ Im certain my disability will get increased cause Im a messed up...
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Sobriety has me thinking about my future these dayz and heres what Ive come up with. Heres where Im going and what I have to do.
۞ Deal with my DUI here in Reno.
۞ Deal with & (work-on progressively) my disability with VA.
۞ Get outside VA psychology treatment.
۞ Im certain my disability will get increased cause Im a messed up...
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kaleidoscopic:
hey mr. shaw what happened to tryptin? i almost didn't recognize you!
glad to hear you have goals. it's important to accept help from others and help yourself...that will get you a long way to the other goals. don't give up on yourself hon that will not help anything. you'll make it. you can do it i'm sure of it. the only reason i'm ever so down on getting better is cause i've been chemically altered after 15+ years of madness. but you're not lost. there is hope i promise!
i hope that with the new year you get the new start you need to achieve these goals!
hope you have a holiday season that leaves you smiling from ear to ear!
glad to hear you have goals. it's important to accept help from others and help yourself...that will get you a long way to the other goals. don't give up on yourself hon that will not help anything. you'll make it. you can do it i'm sure of it. the only reason i'm ever so down on getting better is cause i've been chemically altered after 15+ years of madness. but you're not lost. there is hope i promise!
i hope that with the new year you get the new start you need to achieve these goals!
hope you have a holiday season that leaves you smiling from ear to ear!
whitewidow:
Kisses
Kisses
Saturday December 3, 2005 - 9:15 PM
Dealing with the Devil
I sold my soul to Dodge today. They own me, but my new truck is really nice! Hope this all works out. They wouldn't let me keep my old one so I traded it in and got an almost identical truck only white. That's cool, my old truck was whaite and it matches my...
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Dealing with the Devil
I sold my soul to Dodge today. They own me, but my new truck is really nice! Hope this all works out. They wouldn't let me keep my old one so I traded it in and got an almost identical truck only white. That's cool, my old truck was whaite and it matches my...
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kaleidoscopic:
hi. sorry i was away. i ummmmmmmmmm fell in a ptsd fucking hole. bad. like no one understands that when i say it but yeah. it was bad. bad bad bad. but now i'm on the way up (as long as my abusive ex remains out of sight and anything that reminds me of him and well...) eh. i'm trying to be optimistic. haven't been to therapy in weeks. i chose the wrong week to stop sniffing glue...oh wait that's a line from Airplane. i mean i chose the wrong time of year to switch therapists.
so canada? wow. that's awesome. i want to live in canada so badly. but i think that's cause i'm a little bit queer. i couldn't be patriotic if i tried. but i totally respect it because it's something so beyond me.
it's good to be in an optimistic space about the move. are you sure you're in a good space to go back into the thick of things though? are you talking about going back to combat or just being an analyst? cause the ptsd is a bitch whore bastard and it can catch you i hate to say. (i should know...my long descent all centered around trying to be like "okay...i can go to a club and if he's there i can stay. i'm strong enough...so an hour later i can barely walk or stand up or breathe and i'm being half carried out the door. oops. not ready. even after two doses of ativan) you need to be VERY sure and VERY centered that you have properly and adequately dealt with those things or else you're just going to be dwelling seventh layer of hell style like me.
but what do i know i'm just crazy...
i hope everything goes well for you and the move goes nicely and you get to see friends and family and get all these things squared away and started anew. it's great to have such an opportunity to start over.
big big big supportive hugs.
and yeah i'm really sorry. i'm trying my darndest to stay this side of the shame spiral and this side of the hospital doors. here's hoping
so canada? wow. that's awesome. i want to live in canada so badly. but i think that's cause i'm a little bit queer. i couldn't be patriotic if i tried. but i totally respect it because it's something so beyond me.
it's good to be in an optimistic space about the move. are you sure you're in a good space to go back into the thick of things though? are you talking about going back to combat or just being an analyst? cause the ptsd is a bitch whore bastard and it can catch you i hate to say. (i should know...my long descent all centered around trying to be like "okay...i can go to a club and if he's there i can stay. i'm strong enough...so an hour later i can barely walk or stand up or breathe and i'm being half carried out the door. oops. not ready. even after two doses of ativan) you need to be VERY sure and VERY centered that you have properly and adequately dealt with those things or else you're just going to be dwelling seventh layer of hell style like me.
but what do i know i'm just crazy...
i hope everything goes well for you and the move goes nicely and you get to see friends and family and get all these things squared away and started anew. it's great to have such an opportunity to start over.
big big big supportive hugs.
and yeah i'm really sorry. i'm trying my darndest to stay this side of the shame spiral and this side of the hospital doors. here's hoping
ash:
why are u moving? Id love to visit canada and possibly live there if I like it enough, I cant stand how this country treats us like babies, like we cant form our own opinions, make our own decisions or think for ourselves. Blech
anyways, just saying hello
anyways, just saying hello
Friday December 2, 2005 - 1:28 PM
Todays Revelation
Starting Over
I'm going to do it all over, and this time do it right. I'm going to submitt my military records and a biography to the Canadian Army and attempt to serve again. I'm a soldier and nobody can ever take that away from me.
While feeling happy happy
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Todays Revelation
Starting Over
I'm going to do it all over, and this time do it right. I'm going to submitt my military records and a biography to the Canadian Army and attempt to serve again. I'm a soldier and nobody can ever take that away from me.
While feeling happy happy
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Wednesday November 16, 2005 - 5:25 PM
I am having a good day thus far. I went to Uhaul and found out it's going to cost $900.00 to use a 9x12 trailer to tow my stuff up from Reno. So here's the Tech5 plan:
*Goto Golds Everyday and get back in shape. Or start to get back in shape.
*December 15th Is the date of...
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I am having a good day thus far. I went to Uhaul and found out it's going to cost $900.00 to use a 9x12 trailer to tow my stuff up from Reno. So here's the Tech5 plan:
*Goto Golds Everyday and get back in shape. Or start to get back in shape.
*December 15th Is the date of...
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aaardvark:
PS - Do you still have your poochi? He's cute. All pitbull like or something.
aaardvark:
I have added you to messenger.
aaardvark:
Word. Hope everything is going well in the hospital.
Thursday November 3, 2005 - 1:18 AM
ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!
wow::crazy:happyear People,
This is the most important letter to be written in todays world. I am a military political analyst, Number #1 I am 100%Canadian, #2 I am 100%American I grew up and became a man in reform schools, with corporal punishment in a militaristic way of life. I have the key to the future. I know...
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ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!
wow::crazy:happyear People,
This is the most important letter to be written in todays world. I am a military political analyst, Number #1 I am 100%Canadian, #2 I am 100%American I grew up and became a man in reform schools, with corporal punishment in a militaristic way of life. I have the key to the future. I know...
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sgt_shaw:
Religion
Start the WAR it's never seen before Army of Hardcorps
I have the answer to religion
I can solve the worlds problems. I am a GOD this is how Gods are born. This is how leaders are born. Ive done it, I know how to continue the human race. I need an offer to the highest bidder
Do you think anyone will contact me?
BAHAHAHAH Dumb Ass!
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Start the WAR it's never seen before Army of Hardcorps
I have the answer to religion
I can solve the worlds problems. I am a GOD this is how Gods are born. This is how leaders are born. Ive done it, I know how to continue the human race. I need an offer to the highest bidder
Do you think anyone will contact me?
BAHAHAHAH Dumb Ass!
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Wednesday November 2, 2005 - 9:35 PM
Top Secret
Espionage
This is not espionage because I am a dual citizen of both courtiers. All I am doing is selling my knowledge to the highest bidder not for anything against each other but for a plan of action that will bring both countries to unite as a world power.
Just create a PR account, become a...
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Top Secret
Espionage
This is not espionage because I am a dual citizen of both courtiers. All I am doing is selling my knowledge to the highest bidder not for anything against each other but for a plan of action that will bring both countries to unite as a world power.
Just create a PR account, become a...
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