part 1
So i dcided to follow the rabbit down the hole and see where the hole would take me. ahaha good choice. welcome home Shaw you sly basterd. I am fucking ingeneous, and with a little bit of dediication and motivatation is succsess in your grasp. Life has taken me and kicked me in the balls repeatably and you have once again stood up and screamed into the face of oppretion and curb stomped shame and weakness and pugal sticked them a new asshole has you been so blind to see this!
Fuck you fucking PUSSY!!!
I could go on all fucking day and night and climb up to the top in this world and if you don't believe me. Just fucking watch. I know who my friends are and who I need to look out for. It start's here and your waste, and shame stops. It's fucking on!angry
While listening to Skinny puppy Tin Omen album: rabies
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So i dcided to follow the rabbit down the hole and see where the hole would take me. ahaha good choice. welcome home Shaw you sly basterd. I am fucking ingeneous, and with a little bit of dediication and motivatation is succsess in your grasp. Life has taken me and kicked me in the balls repeatably and you have once again stood up and screamed into the face of oppretion and curb stomped shame and weakness and pugal sticked them a new asshole has you been so blind to see this!
Fuck you fucking PUSSY!!!
I could go on all fucking day and night and climb up to the top in this world and if you don't believe me. Just fucking watch. I know who my friends are and who I need to look out for. It start's here and your waste, and shame stops. It's fucking on!angry
While listening to Skinny puppy Tin Omen album: rabies
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are you angry at the girl? did it not work out? i'm kinda lost...i see a lot of rage but its source seems nebulous.
yeah it would appear he is moving away cause this is the opportunity of a lifetime. so i have to be okay with it cause he needs this chance at an artistic career because his straight job is killing him. meanwhile i just found out today that i most likely need to move to dayton to go to grad school for dance costume design...which takes me EVEN FURTHER away from him. he seems to think we can try the long distance thing but i don't know...it would take a lot of trust and i trust him a lot but i don't know if i can trust him to go to his old favorite town and see all his favorite people including exes and people he probably wanted to date before he had to leave under sad circumstances. i mean i will try but he had better not lie to me. if he wants to leave me i'll be sad, if he lies to me for a long time before telling me he's been seeing someone else i will be life alteringly devastated.
it fucking sucks. but i am getting a chance to do my dream job. so in a way i guess at least i have something to comfort me if i lose him.