sgt_shaw

Well Im a basket case. You know how Ive been sick and feeling shitty and guilty but had nothing to be guilty for. Well I do now! At about 1630 I plowed into the back of a car doing about 50mph. Didnt even have time to hit the breaks, airbags went off and all. Came to my senses jumped out of my truck ran over to the car and an elderly couple were fully reclined dazed and confused, their car was totally smashed in and luckily no one was in the back seat because there was no back seat after. I asked if they were ok and the lady said no, I told them not to move grabbed my cell and phoned 911. The old man asked me what happened and I was fucked, I said I rear ended you sir, Im so so sorry, your going to be ok an ambulance is on the way. Some guy is standing across the street and is yelling at me, dont know what all I caught was COULDNT YOU FUCKING SEE THEM? I just walked over to my truck and wanted to die, right there, right then. Cops came, highway was shut down, fire dept. came and ambulance. They had to use the jaws of life to open the doors of the car I hit. I called my Dad told him I was ok and would phone him back, then I called Vanessa and she said she was on her way. Not only did I hit that car but it hit another car from the oncoming lane. Cops gave me a hard time but what was I to do? This state trooper asks me how fast I was going, I tell him I dont know? And he says well estimate, so I say 45mph which is the speed limit. He yells Bullshit! Look at that car! So I say Then why did you ask? He walks away. Vanessa came and got me and took me back to her place, was their trying to make phone calls but my cell phone is all fucked up and wont work now, thank God It got through to 911 though. Vanessas neighbor finally drove me home and I just got back, phoned my supervisor let him know.

Now Im just in a state of disbelief, I pray that couple is ok. The cop even said to me, You better hope their ok or youre fucked