I just had my heart stop!
:shock: Jesus Christ!:shock:
Have you ever had a girl your seeing call you crying and the only words you can understand are "I'm Pregnant".
And then you think about that time you 2 were hormonally challenged and just ignored the fact that you didn't use cont reception.
IDIOTS
But............................after you start your heart again and battle the horrible feeling in your stomach, is about the time she calms down enough to say:
"Baby I'm sorry, I don't blame you if you don't want to deal with this, it was like 3 weeks before I met you. I was with my X and were thinking of reconciling.
HOLY FUCKING FWEEEEEW ON THAT ONE!
While feeling overwhelmed :shock:
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:shock: Jesus Christ!:shock:
Have you ever had a girl your seeing call you crying and the only words you can understand are "I'm Pregnant".
And then you think about that time you 2 were hormonally challenged and just ignored the fact that you didn't use cont reception.
IDIOTS
But............................after you start your heart again and battle the horrible feeling in your stomach, is about the time she calms down enough to say:
"Baby I'm sorry, I don't blame you if you don't want to deal with this, it was like 3 weeks before I met you. I was with my X and were thinking of reconciling.
HOLY FUCKING FWEEEEEW ON THAT ONE!
While feeling overwhelmed :shock:
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In Tn right now, but leaving as soon as i can get my heed outta my arse. I think God must hate me lliving here or she wouldn't have punished me so....just kidding.
I punish myself...
A friend of mine lives in Reno and is gettin married soon, so I may HAVE to make a roadtrip out very soon.
Just tying up loose ends and rednecks before I go.
I'm so bored in life lately. I can't afford a social life and music is the only thing giving me any joy these days. At least I have that but even this may be slipping away from me also, considering I don't really own any of the equipment I have.
God forbid but even PureRave is bringing me little enjoyment the last couple of months. The only things that make me happy these days is my doggies at work and music. The thing with music though is I enjoy being a hobbyist for the moment. It just feels like there is so much pressure to please with going public. roll eyes I know I know, what a stupid thing to say being a DJ, but I play what I enjoy and I feel passionate about. I never thought of playing anything with the thought of other ppl not feeling the same way as I do about it. I'm so egotistical about music, like if you don't hear what I'm hearing coming out of those speakers then BANNNNN! You're fired!
Like I've ever listened to anything that is over a 5% percentile popular rate. Top 40 makes me gag and eat my own vomit more than to listen to it all day. Ok before this gets more radical I'll finish.
Just another meaningless rant from Jay todaytongue
While feeling bothered bothered
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