Ok I don't come here enough. I mean I have an online journal that I write in religiously everyday sometimes several times a day. I feel I'm leaving SG out 
I mean I have not kept this up to date. ThAt profile isn't even me anymore. Would anyone like me to update this one regularly too.?
Use this referall link into my world. I don't think you'll get bored, well you might but I like to think my life is a little crazy.
http://my.purerave.com/join.php?r=21968
it's free. it's not all about raves or the music. It's just about everything. It was here long before myspace so peoples journals go back to like 2001 or 02.
when you get on find me:
!!!!sgt.shaw
I can teach you everything fast.
I mean I have not kept this up to date. ThAt profile isn't even me anymore. Would anyone like me to update this one regularly too.?
Use this referall link into my world. I don't think you'll get bored, well you might but I like to think my life is a little crazy.
http://my.purerave.com/join.php?r=21968
it's free. it's not all about raves or the music. It's just about everything. It was here long before myspace so peoples journals go back to like 2001 or 02.
when you get on find me:
!!!!sgt.shaw
I can teach you everything fast.
sorry so long...
i wasn't sure if you had something on your mind you wanted to talk about on message or just here was okay.
i have SWAMPED at work. fucking buried. insanity. like i get to find out when i work LESS THAN A DAY in advance and i have been called in on most my days off. needless to say, i have been practicing my assertiveness training at work just to keep my dignity. i have too many bosses. it sucks.
so anywho i haven't had time to comment back to lots of people so basically it's like if you want to hear from me, comment to me. i won't update without commenting back to everyone i have heard from. unless it's like a big deal i just have to update kind of thing.
but yeah. you don't have to say much. just a "meh" or a smiley and i'll be sure to check back. i have to do something. because i have no time.
well i'd say i am sorry to see the amber thing fall through but i dunno it sounds like it's good that you have moved on.
wow you really take a lot of substances. omg. like i try to limit myself just to the ones i'm prescribed. but that's because i like not having flashbacks all the time. and i like having a liver. damn i almost lost mine on the alcohol...past mistakes plus meds plus alcohol equals dead liver. luckily it's the only organ that really heals itself well. or so they say...
how do you know what mixes well? or is it just a trial and error sort of thing? i'm intrigued.
i know NOTHING about raves. zero. nada. zip. i have been to one thing that was "technically" a rave but since it was at a bar i don't really consider it a rave. although that bar was then shut down over drug violations and one of the guys i went to this thing with did start seizing from a mix of drugs and e and booze he was given. i just went to dance. and support my friend's band who opened before the spinning began. oh yeah. i used to be a roadie. god i miss it.
i have been invited to raves though. i would be leery of taking any drug given to me by anyone i don't know. but that's just me and my history conspiring to make me a loser. however i can dance non stop for like 3 hours or more. sometimes i forget to get water and i dehydrate myself and get sick...how funny is that? it's like i'm on the drugs but i'm not! natural high man! or just being plain freaking crazy
well hugs and such...sorry it's been awhile but really i can't be sorry because the job pays the bills that pays for the sg.
take care of yourself!