sgmonotony

I am beginning to realize that life is typically hard. The majority of what I do I find difficult and not very "fun"
This is not a depressing thought for me, because I think I am becoming aware of what life's essential joy is.
I am becoming acutely aware of interactions i enjoy tremendously with other human beings. I think these are the greatest gift I have in my life. I can imagine dying and remembering moments with different individuals and knowing that those have been my greatest treasures.
That helps put the rest in perspective, provides prospective. Daily life seems less difficult, as I remember laughing sharing, caring.
I am going to seek that out now consciously, and welcome those beautiful moments.