honestly, this has been one of the strangest weeks of my life . . . from my B-Day to X-mas on through the weekend. it's as if each day has something new to reveal about myself.
in the midst of this I've begun a new mix CD and writing a short story. making a mix CD is probably one of the most enjoyable things I...
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in the midst of this I've begun a new mix CD and writing a short story. making a mix CD is probably one of the most enjoyable things I...
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nescafe:
the essential rumi is essentially essential... that is to say its great stuff.
naiad_:
My brain hurts.....among other things. 
what's the worst Christmas present you've ever gotten?
here's one of mine.
wtf! if only i had some tan dockers to go with the sweater. maybe some penny loafers. yeah . . . then all the ladies would want to get up close to the man with most . . . *lingers off into daydream*
yeah, my in-laws got it for me. my advice is...
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here's one of mine.
wtf! if only i had some tan dockers to go with the sweater. maybe some penny loafers. yeah . . . then all the ladies would want to get up close to the man with most . . . *lingers off into daydream*
yeah, my in-laws got it for me. my advice is...
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sicily:
DAMN! your style is so fucking HAWT!
...i helped naiad pick that sweater out for you, glad you like it!
...i helped naiad pick that sweater out for you, glad you like it!
dave_h:
I'm joining for a lot of reasons. Most of it can be boiled down to me being bored and restless and feeling like I'm not doing anything with my life. You said that you didn't like how your ass belongs to the corps---well that doesn't bother me too much. For the last few years I've basically been on vacation. Since highschool I've generally only worked about 20 hours a week so I've had more free time to do what I want than many people get in a lifetime. It's been fun and all but I don't want to just go on like this forever just slacking off and being lazy. I figure that sure I might hate the corps but maybe when I'm done I'll finally be ready to finish school and do something with my life. Maybe it won't have that effect on me but even if it doesn't I'm sure I'll do all right in the military. I don't mind being bossed around as long as the boss knows what he's doing. I'm also the type of person who likes a lot of routine in my life. I tend to excell under pressure. Anyways, maybe it's all a big mistake but I really do think it'll be good for me.
what a long, strange, beautiful weekend. it's when i think the world has offered me all it can that it opens up and reveals another strand of infinity for me to explore.
getting older isn't bad at all, i think the older you get, the more you're able to appreciate what's happening around you.
it was good to meet some other SG members at the...
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getting older isn't bad at all, i think the older you get, the more you're able to appreciate what's happening around you.
it was good to meet some other SG members at the...
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naiad_:
Now you have to make sure that my b-day is just as fun!!!
naiad_:
Vodka=bad.
i got my new computer today! i finally get to put together my studio. it's very satisfying that after all these years of dreaming of putting together a proper home sound studio it's actually coming to fruition. the rest is all hard play and inspiration.
i think the best things in life are those things that can never have an endpoint. like kung fu, the...
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i think the best things in life are those things that can never have an endpoint. like kung fu, the...
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sjtwelve:
swadhyaya
the faintest scent
like steamed rice
or green tea
the faintest scent
like steamed rice
or green tea
naiad_:
Happy birthday sucka!!! Well we have checked off a few things on the list......a few more to go...
"Billy, do you like films about gladiators?"
i would like to have a word added to Webster's Dictionary. the word is "heteroflexible", and its synonym, the more urbane vernacular, "metrosexual." this is translated as " (n.) a male whose coutured dress, stylish appearance, and overall panache, often gets him confused as a homosexual, when in fact he is not gay."
yes, there are men out...
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i would like to have a word added to Webster's Dictionary. the word is "heteroflexible", and its synonym, the more urbane vernacular, "metrosexual." this is translated as " (n.) a male whose coutured dress, stylish appearance, and overall panache, often gets him confused as a homosexual, when in fact he is not gay."
yes, there are men out...
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naiad_:
I like gladiators 
fancybear:
I had the misfortune of getting stuck at a jock spoatie in the suburbs of San Fancisco years ago. These jocks were super protective of their girls and I didn't want to got in some pissy fight because they were threatened.
So I flirted with them. Lots of eye contact and complements. I remember getting the most evil looks from the girls... I wouldn't have slept with any of them, but I had a great time.
And hell, here is to a man who is trying to make being a man attractive!
So I flirted with them. Lots of eye contact and complements. I remember getting the most evil looks from the girls... I wouldn't have slept with any of them, but I had a great time.
And hell, here is to a man who is trying to make being a man attractive!
i find it ironic that the more conflict i experience, the more creative i become.
latest sounds:
Swayzak: groovetechnology v 1.3
Slowdive: Souvlaki
Ulrich Schnauss: a strangely isolated place
latest sounds:
Swayzak: groovetechnology v 1.3
Slowdive: Souvlaki
Ulrich Schnauss: a strangely isolated place
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sjtwelve:
inside = red trees and redemption
amitabha:
indeed indeed... wise words my friend.
I'm definitely going to be there the weekend following NYE.. I'm supposed to hang out w/ Lola, Olivia, and S5.. it'd be loads of fun to get you, Naiad, and Sicily to come hang out w/ us as well.. either that or i'd love to go out to a club w/ you guys or something.. anyways.. i'll keep ya in the loop!
I'm definitely going to be there the weekend following NYE.. I'm supposed to hang out w/ Lola, Olivia, and S5.. it'd be loads of fun to get you, Naiad, and Sicily to come hang out w/ us as well.. either that or i'd love to go out to a club w/ you guys or something.. anyways.. i'll keep ya in the loop!
finally healthy again. i was just researching my horoscope and it said that the lunar eclipse on the 9th was going to fuck me up healthwise a little bit and until the solar eclipse on the 23rd, and that's just what happened. i was never really into astrology until i was reading up on gravity waves. scientists have yet to discover them although they're probably...
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robinbanks:
Hey.. thought you made some good points concerning drugs/criminality on the CE board.
I can't see the stars in Ohio either. The blackout this summer was nice.. it was so bizarre to be standing the middle of Cleveland and see hundreds of stars in the sky.. shooting stars too.
What's Burning Man?
I can't see the stars in Ohio either. The blackout this summer was nice.. it was so bizarre to be standing the middle of Cleveland and see hundreds of stars in the sky.. shooting stars too.
What's Burning Man?
aboynamedmoon:
I'm glad you're into astrology- it's a great subject. I just wanted to remind you that the stars are not the source or "reason" for our illnesses and health problems. All illness is the manifestation of our mental and emotional patterns. If you think that illness "just happens," you are externalizing your personal power. Everything we experience in life is a reflection of our beliefs, thoughts, intensions, attutudes, and emotions. You might want to question every astrologer who says that this or that is going to happen to you, because you create your own reality.
just getting over being sick. i haven't been this sick in 5 years. it's kind of fun the first couple of days, not having anything to do, or really, in a state where you can't do anything. but i can only watch so much television. except for PBS documentaries.
so every couple hundred thousand years, the magnetic poles flip, so that the south pole becomes...
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morgan:
that quote was lovely! I just want to read quotes all day long today.
cuteboy1:
Hey man good to get in touch with you again! I'm sure I'll be going down to SF sometime in the next few months. Walter is being very persuasive in the matter. I'll bring some records with me and maybe we can do some tag-team mixin! Peace outside brotha! 
back from the South Seas. going away for awhile is a good way to make you appreciate being back in the U.S. all the homelessness, agitated drivers, the smell of urine in the morning . . . sorry, i'm getting sentimental.
i had to evacuate my kung fu school today because someone put a hand grenade at a nearby gas station. i'm not sure if...
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i had to evacuate my kung fu school today because someone put a hand grenade at a nearby gas station. i'm not sure if...
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sicily:
i think the best part of you hiding crap under the mat, is what your mom's face must've looked like when she found it. ha ha you were a stinky child!
this week i demand that you get that little slut face, naiad, naked and fucking take some pictures!!! so next time there is a reason for suicide girls to congregate, i will have a partner in crime...even if she does smell like kitty litter
this week i demand that you get that little slut face, naiad, naked and fucking take some pictures!!! so next time there is a reason for suicide girls to congregate, i will have a partner in crime...even if she does smell like kitty litter
naiad_:
You shit on the bathroom floor!! You sick bastard!! I always knew that you had it in you.
off to the faraway islands to drink Kava and swim naked with the fishies . . .
got a new journal and some nice books for the journey:
"The Rebel" --- Albert Camus
"Narcissus and Goldmund" --- Herman Hesse
"Flow my tears, said the policeman" --- Philip K. Dick
i'll let you know how they work out,
until then . . .
got a new journal and some nice books for the journey:
"The Rebel" --- Albert Camus
"Narcissus and Goldmund" --- Herman Hesse
"Flow my tears, said the policeman" --- Philip K. Dick
i'll let you know how they work out,
until then . . .